God, My Savior Forever

The Music of My Heart

2011-05-27T09:45:00.000-07:00

As many of you know, I have always had a passion and some even say and ear for music. It represents so many experiences, emotions, memories, triumphs, all in one. It has always had a special place in my heart. I'd say from birth! My mom says that my first gift when I turned one was a plastic drum that I probably drove her crazy with hahaha! I then got a tambourine that I longed to have, next came a keyboard and last but not least a real organ that my parents got me! My cousin even let me have his old flute at one point. God used music to work in my heart and bring me back to him. He used music to soothe me when I faced some of my toughest trials. He always knows that music is the way to my heart. Now that He's opened my womb, it's no different. Right before conceiving Karina, I heard a very beautiful song for the first time called, "Un Viaje Largo" by Marcela Gandara.

I was totally in love with the lyrics and Marcela's soothing voice. But most important by the closeness I felt to the Lord when I would hear which sometimes meant three, four times a day:D Little did I know that the Lord was preparing the way and our hearts to receive one of the most beautiful news a person can received....that of a new life growing, a miracle so desired and dreamed of. Throughout Karina's pregnancy, the song kept coming up and of course I enjoyed it and sang my heart to it. I then realized that the song was so in tune with the journey it had taken us to Karina. It was meant to be Karina's song. It spoke of my feelings throughout my journey with infertility, it spoke of God's timing and purpose for Karina's life and of the mission He now had for our daughter. So "Un Viaje Largo" is Karina's song!

Well, once we learned of our second miracle, the one I joyfully carry in my womb I wondered if the Lord would give us a song. Honestly, it didn't take long to figure it out because the Lord pointed it right out to me. Like Karina, before I conceived I had heard this very beautiful song and completely fell head over heels for it. I even used it to minister to others who were hurting. Once again it spoke of the journey I had previously taken except this time it mentioned...silent prayers being heard. Does it surprise me that I happened to be fasting/praying the week we conceive? NO! The song also spoke of HOPE! That was the word the Lord had given me for this year. This song summarizes so much of what I felt, endured, went through as I faced infertility....a journey the Lord took me on and wouldn't change for the world. It was very clear to me that this was meant to be this baby's song! My heart rejoices as I see that the Lord gave me a love for music to communicate with me. It's our way of staying connected and I love it. We have a special relationship that's unique and one of a kind!

And now I introduce you to Elijah Israel's song:

~*~ What Faith Can Do ~*~

A Hope-filled Miracle!

2011-04-12T15:06:00.000-07:00

Hello my dear friends/family! I finally make my way into bloggerland (with my deliciously smelly candle and some crunchy pistachios) and share a little more of my heart with you. If you read my last post, you noticed that I've spent quite some time on Facebook and have sadly neglected my wonderful blog:( Something alot of you can probably relate to.

BUT....

I must make something very clear. Facebook is not the main reason why my time on blogger has been so poorly. You see I have a story to tell:D Those of you who have faithfully an lovingly followed me through the last couple of years remember that the Lord blessed my husband and I with a miracle baby, Karina Rocio. She is now 1 1/2 as beautiful as a ever, talking up a storm and recently started WALKING! She's full of life and has taught us so much about God's love and joy!

Well...

Story doesn't end there. As a matter of fact it's about to be repeated because the Lord has done it again! YES, we are expecting our 2nd miracle baby! Can you believe it? I went from not ovulating AT ALL to two babies in three yrs. GOD IS GOOD<3 For those of you who weren't aware, I dealt with infertility for three yrs. We did the meds, and AI and lots and lots of prayer all wrapped in patience. What worked you may ask? THE LORD'S POWER! Not the meds, nor the AI...nothing but the Lord!!! We know this for sure because we had taken a step of faith and discontinued everything surrendering it all to the Lord! He did it and did it again! I am due with this munchkin Oct. 3, 2011. So cool to have both spring and fall babies! I am currently 15 and 1 day! Mr. nausea seems to be a bit too comfortable and wants to linger around longer this time around something I'm not too crazy about...ok..not crazy at all about but I do know that it is a great sign so I will take it and fight it through like God's warrior! I must share the story behind this baby because like Karina's, it's pretty neat.

*********STORY********

(a fair warning...a little lengthy but very good)

Karina was born in March 10' and everything was going smoothly. Mrs. you know what returned about 5 months later and we were fully aware that history could repeat itself through God's grace any time. We've always talked about the desire to have a big family so this was of great joy to us. The year went by and we had alot of peace because we knew that if God did it once He could most definitely do it again. I was not going to let the thought of suffering from secondary infertility hunt me even though it crept in a couple of times. I was determined to fully enjoy Karina and rejoice in the Lord's presence. January came around and we attended what has been one of the best sermons at church so far for me. Our pastor is huge on challenging his church and 2011 was going to be no different. He began the year sharing with us about fasting, what it's all about and challenged us to fast for an an entire wk as a church. He said he knew the Lord would move and was so ready to hear the stories of victory! I've been a Christian 23 yrs and can honestly say I had never truly fasted. I felt the Lord tugging at my heart to truly take the challenge. So I went on this spiritual journey with no expectations really. I wanted to allow the Lord to work His way in my life. The pastor told us that there are different types of fasting and that the Lord would reveal to us how He wanted each of us to fast. The Lord spoke to my heart and wanted me to pray every single morning for that week before I ate anything. I don't get to eat breakfast all the time so I was relieved to know I wouldn't have to starve lol. Well I went to work and prayed for different people/situations every day. Including my grandma's health, my brother's reconciliation to the Lord, our marriage and more children among other things. It was so healing to pray so fervently. I truly felt the Lord's presence and knew that if anything I would spend alot of time nurturing my relationship with the Lord! The pastor had also asked us to ask the Lord to give us a word. A word that we were to focus on the entire year...He gave me "hope". I prayed with hope, thought about hope, felt hopeful and tried to encouragement those around me to be hopeful in the Lord. The month of Jan cruised along, I celebrated my birthday and felt great. On Jan. 27 my hubby and I decided to go ut to a nice steakhouse to celebrate the fact that the Lord had blessed him that month allowing him to sell many cars! We happened to be at my mom's so brought her and my grandma along! We had a great time, it was a new restaurant to us, food was great and the laughter even better. I had a secret though....a secret no one but I knew...I was late 4 days! Now, I wasn't jumping for joy just yet because it had happened the month before only to find out that I was simply that...late. Throughout dinner I couldn't help but feel the intense battle in my head between "should I take a pregnancy test tonight vs let me just give it a couple more days and see what happens". No one knew this but me. Not even my husband. I honestly felt the Lord telling me to go for it. I felt the great urge in my heart even though there's always a slight fear of yet another (-). I stayed calmed, finished my meal and off we went. Right before we got to what would be the last Walgreen's on the main road to my parents' house (there's 3 on one road lol) I knew I had a decision to make and act quick. I immediately looked at my husband and asked him to please pull into the Walgreens so I can get....uummm....huh...eye makeup remover LOL. I must say I wasn't lying because I needed it, just happened to need it now lol. In I went and reality was hitting me with every step. As I waited in line to pay with my the pregnancy tests in my hand, my husband walks in. "Ahhhhhh what is he doing?" I thought. I tried so hard not to laugh and kindly told him to go away lol. Puzzled yet lovingly went back to the car. I was relieved! I knew that my very smart husband wasn't going to let me off the hook just like that so I ran to the Walgreens restroom (after paying of course) and yep...took the test right there LOL. My reaction: a mix of "try not to get too excited with you must proclaim it because the Lord can do the impossible" with alot of pacing and the answer taking what seemed forever. After what seemed like ten minutes I look down and there it was.....YES+...I couldn't believe what my eyes were witnessing. I took a deep breath, looked away, looked back down and there it was. WOW! I managed to get myself together as best as I could hoping the trembling wasn't so noticeable. My hubby wondering what had taking me so long to pay lol. Get this...he thought I was hiding a candy bar from him. Little did he know that I had something much more sweeter!!! We got home and my next big decision aka dilemma (I'm not good with quick decision making) was "Am I going to tell him now, just like this? No cute surprise?" I was honestly not prepared this time around. I had brainstormed a few ideas but was definitely caught off guard. This was a lil sour since with Karina I delivered the news to daddy-to-be in such a special, unique way. But guess what? I was now PREGNANT and any way of delivering that kind of news worked for me! So I just went for it...I showed him the positive test. He stumbled upon his words, had a very nervous yet happy laugh. It was actually very beautiful because he was holding Karina at the time and the three of us hugged as we took it all in. WOW...we were now going to be a family of 4! I truly believe that every child the Lord blesses us with is unique and will teach us different things. Karina taught me humility, fully trusting the Lord and what patience was all about. Baby #2 has already taught me so much including what is like to truly hope on the Lord and what fasting can do....nothing less than MIRACLES!!!! It was pretty neat because we longed for Karina for three long yrs and with baby #2 for the first time ever we experience what most couples experience....getting pregnant quick and so naturally! I loved it both ways because with both long or short waits the Lord manifested Himself in such a powerful way! Honestly, I thought I'd be getting pregnant this summer. Little did I know that God heard my pervant prayer about growing our family and He went right to work...that week literally. I must say that something very unique about this baby is that he/she is big on special dates. I believe we conceived on my birthday, our 1st Dr. visit was on my mom's birthday (the nest possible date would have been my grandfather's bday who passed two yrs ago, we got to see him/her for the very first time via ultrasound on Valentine's Day and Lord-willing we will find out the gender on Mother's Day<3 Neat huh?

Hope you enjoyed the story (sorry so long but had to be told). So I now sport a cute lil belly and am digging out the maternity clothes I put away not too long ago lol. I am still in shock to know we're going to do it again! We are ready, so ready! Karina is loving her little brother/sister already. She pulls my blouse up and kisses my belly! She's going to be the cutest big sister! They will only be 1 1/2 apart which I love so they'll be almost like twins:D

I God called me home tonight and you never heard from me again here on earth and if there's something I want you to cling to is that NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR GOD! Please, please, please BELIEVE IN MIRACLES! I have witnessed not two, many miracles in my life and my two children are proof of that.

Last but not least, stop by my baby gender poll (on the side) and leave me your thoughts!

Rejoicing,
A witness of a hoped-filled miracle<3

Therapeudic I must say!

2011-03-19T14:33:00.000-07:00

Oh Blogger, oh blogger oh how I have missed you! It's been so, so long since I've mastered to come by and share my heart the way I totally loved doing not that long ago (but seems like ages). Ever since my involunatry break from blogger, I've realized how therapedic it's for me. I've been told that many of you have enjoyed my posts and have even been blessed which I'm so grateful because for one...it's the Lord working through me to bless you and for two you have faithful kept up with me:D But honestly I feel that blogging has benefited me the most because it's allow me to rejoice over my triumphs and blessings as well as humbly come before the Lord during my trials. Either way I'd laid on my heart on these posts which now it serves as a window. A window that I can see through as much as I need and see the Lord's hand all over my life.

I am going to make a major attempt to start blogging again! I've missed it, it was part of my "me" time...a time I truly and it's Therapeudic!!!! I hope you continue to follow me on this thing called "life". I also hope to once again follow your blogs and be immensely blessed the way I was..not too long ago!

God bless you my sweet blogger friends!

Susan is hopefully back!!!!!

May I Say That I Love This? I Know..It's My Nerdy Side!

2011-01-03T16:55:00.000-08:00

New! Make your own word lists (Big Heart)
Now you can save your favorite words and share them.Get started Clickon any definition page to save words you like or need to learn

I found this new feature on a website I tend to visit from time to time and it totally made me smile. For many people...this is not a big deal, boring and even lame for for those of us (I know I'm not the only one) who are pretty much get a natural high from learning new words it's a work of art! Every time I run into a word I don't know the meaning of, I rush to look it up in the dictionary. I even doing while reading my Bible which is something so neat because it allows me to fully understand what the Lord is saying. Confession: I do have a small dictionary in the top drawer of my nightstand! Ready to be use at an arm's reach lol. I'm fascinated with learning...guess I take the phrase "you learn something new every day" at heart hahaha! Not sure if it has something to do with English being my second language and me wanting to become even better with it or that I simply enjoy learning! It has helped me with my poetry tremendously and when I write! Who doesn't like to throw in a big word once in a while;)

Don't Judge A Book By It's Cover

2010-11-07T14:47:00.001-08:00

We've all heard the phrase huh? It's almost always if not always referred to a person and their true, inner character right? Well in my case, I am literally referring to a book but not just any book. I'm referring to the Bible, my precious Bible! I love how the Lord is constantly speaking to my heart and whispers sweet words in my ear even when I am not deserving of them. Which if we think about it...it's always since we had a different destiny but Jesus changed that permanently! Well, after many failed attempts to read my Bible on a daily basis, I always notice something very neat. When I am reunited with my precious, faithful, loving friend my Bible, I always hear the Lord telling me to simply take a good look at it. You see, Satan is always trying to discourage us from reading God's Word because this would be a huge threat to him. Satan even tries to distract us right before opening the Bible....uggghhhh what an ugly creature:\ BUT the Lord is always ready to fight for us and I've seen this in my life. As I am reunited with my good ol friend, I am reminded that we've had a long lasting friendship, that WE HAVE spent many, many hours together, that our time together wasn't a waste of time, that my faithful friend waits to see me come around again even if it takes months, that it's eagerly waiting to bless my life with wisdom, joy, peace and love and that it fights hard to hang on to stay by my side even if it's falling apart. That's right....falling apart! This is what I mean by not judging a book by it's cover:

From the shelf, the coffee table, the back seat of my car and even at church it looks almost like a brand new Bible huh? (aise fromt he faded letters)

Yet you begin to open it and can't help but notice it's not what it seemed like. It's been USED! The writing, the notes, the scripture and the UNGLUED and even fallen pages. Many choose not to write in their Bibles but I have and still do. It works for me! I loved looking through my Bible today at church and realizing the miles it has. Even though it looks old, it's falling apart, it has ripped pages, it's beautiful to me because it's mine from the Lord. It has also stood by my side for many years, it has helped me survive many storms, it has absorbed many tears (both happy and sad), it has even made me smile through those tears and it has loved me just as I am! Oh how I love this old, weary book<3

It is beautiful to me, my gift from the Lord!!!

Just For Laughs: School

2010-09-23T07:09:00.000-07:00

"Oh homework, oh homework
I hate you, you stink
If only a bomb
would explode you to bits
Oh homework, oh homework
I hate you, you stink"

Wow...not very nice huh? hahaha.

Believe it or not that is a poem I read duing the morning announcements at school when I was in 5th grade. Sounds like someone didn't like school huh? Pretty strange for a girl who loved school so much she went all the way as to graduate college. This doesn't make sense at all :}

We were televised for the entire school to see and it was my turn to read a poem. You see, we would take turns doing various jobs such as work the camera, say the weather ect. It was my class's turn and when it came my turn to read a poem....I chose this one? I remember this day as if it were yesterday. I was an A, B student loved school, was very diligent, took school matters very seriously, hardly missed a day, loved a great challenge otherwise known as test...except when it came to math..which is not my cup of tea but I can do it if I put my mind to it. Why oh why this poem??? lol. I can totally see my teacher Mr. T's face thinking, "oh no...not one of my best students. What is she thinking? What is she doing? After all the time I've invested on her? I hope the Principal's not watching. Uggghhh there goes my reputation and maybe even my job" hahaha! I ask myself from time to time..."why that poem?" I mean ya have to admit it is funny but not very loving and def not the best message. Specially coming from someone who loved school. The only thing I can think of is...I wanted to be cool hahaha! Honestly, it felt weird reading that poem but it got me out of my comfort zone that's for sure.

On that note...I was always into school. I loved a good challenge. Have never cheated on a test (even though my hubby cant believe it lol) because I wanted to prove to myself that I was very capable of passing my tests..all by myself. I loved learning and loved to shared what i learned. I see my hubby doing hw now and it gives me the urge to want a challenge lol. Manuel thinks I'm crazy but some of us are created with the passion for books. Ooooh boy...does this make me a nerd? I better look for another "cool" poem lol j/k. I loved the process of preparing for a test..I had a system pat down to helped me get straight A's. Unfortunately that system didn't come to me right away but when it did...I was on fire...Aced every single class from there on in college;D Let me tell you though that I don't get the credit...God gets ALL the glory because I did go through several trials where I could in college where I could have given up yet the Lord helped me stay focused and succeed! It's unbelievable that during one of the hardest times in my life including almost loosing my dad to cancer....the Lord lifted me up and helped me graduate college with Highest Honors 3.7 GPA as a Clinician Medical Assistant. Now THAT is God!!!!

So...there is it...btw...I do LOVE homework and if you want to know where I got this wonderful poem..it's from one of my fav books..."There's A Light In The Attic"

Below are a few pics of my special day:

Yeah!!!! What an accomplishment;D

It felt so good to share this important event in my life with wonderful friends....that row of beautiful women in my life!

with my beautiful husband who has been there through thick-n-thin and has always lovingly supported my dreams and aspirations. He was my #2 fan (God was my #1) and cheered me on! I love him soooooo much;D

With my amazing friends who were there for moral support and loved on me<3

Disney...Had a Magical Day!

2010-09-07T14:07:00.000-07:00

A couple of weeks ago, we noticed the weather was very nice..sunny with a cool breeze and decided to go for a walk. We headed over to Downtown Disney also known as Disney's Marketplace. The company I worked for Arribas Bros. (crystal shop) has a store here (and 4 others in the parks). The downtown Disney store is where I worked my first 2 1/2 years in the company. Downtown Disney is pretty much where you can go shopping for Disney merchandise, they have many stores. You can also dine there at places such as Rainforrest Cafe and Wolf Gang Puck,Fulton Crab House, Planet Hollywood and Gloria Estefan's Bongos. you can visit the many outdoor vendors, ride a lil boat, watch a movie, dance the night away, grab some ice cream, watch a concert at House of Blues, building a castle at Legoland or buy music cd's at Virgin Records. There's something for everyone! We went into the store I worked, it had been a long time and was happy to recognize alot of the employees! They all worked with me. Coolest thing was to take my daughter to the store I worked at as a teen anger! It was truly a beautiful day outside. We missed the big thunderstorm thank God and enjoyed great music, sugary pretzels yum, refreshing lemonade and a warm hot dog! We also got to goof around at the World of Disney store trying on hats...something I always envisioned doing with my family! Our day turned out amazing which by the way....was not planned! I am becoming more spontaneous something I've picked up from my husband and I'm loving it! We ended the day with a delicious meal at Sweet Tomatoes! Didn't spend a whole lot and yet our day was fantastic! When you make the best of every thing you find yourselves truly best!

Here's a few pictures of our wonderful adventure....

This is ow much she loves Minnie<3 I won this in one of those machines that you put a quarter and have to move the "arm" around to hopefully grab something. Funny thing is....I said it would be for my daughter when I would have one and didn't know I was already pregnant...and expecting girl!!!

She Is A Natural

2010-09-05T01:44:00.000-07:00

One of the beauties of being a female is not only of being blessed with the privilege of carrying life inside our womb but also being blessed with milk to nourish our babies. Well looks like a lil someone is very aware of the role she will be laying one day Lord-wiling and decided to get a head start.....

She grabs her baby by the hand...

and she gets right to work...

(with the "May I help you..can you see I'm busy?" look on her face hahaha!)

Are You Her?

2010-08-27T16:50:00.000-07:00

*Do you teach your children?

*Give them wise advice?

*Does your husband trust you?

*Do you enrich his life?

*Do you help him all his life and not hinder him?

*Do you make homemade things?

*Do you find food for your family? (groceries/cook)

*Do you make breakfast for your fmaily?

*Do you plan the day's work?

*Buys items needed for the family?

*Do you plant a vineyard (garden)?

*Are you energetic, strong, hardworking?

*Do you look for bargains?

*Are you last to go to sleep?

*Do you help the poor and needy?

*Do you clothe you family?

*Do you keep up with yourself and look attractive for your husband?

*Is your husband well known (good reputation?

*Do you make things to sell them to help financially?

*Do you have strength and dignity?

*Do you discipline with love?

*Do you speak with wisdom?

*Do your children bless you?

*Does your husband praise you?

*Are you not afraid of the future?

ARE YOU HER?????

I am talking about the virtuous woman in the Bible...the Proverbs 31 or P31 like some call her. I've always wanted to know what "she" looks like. When I dove into the word Proverbs 31 to be exact I was amazed at how well the Bible describes her. I've also wanted to focus on one thing at a time and really try to master it so little by little, I can look like her. Imagine if we could answer yes to all the questions above...what a beauty that would be! Many of us posses some and even alot of those qualities. Those we lack we should try to work hard at achieving and those we have but stumble upon from time to time we should try to keep permanently. God wants us to be christ like and as well as the Proverbs 31. Knowing that us women likes descriptive words He left us an amazing example of what we shoudl aim for. I encouragement you to join me in trying to work towards that goal! I guarantee you that you'll reap many blessings through your efforts with the biggest being more like God!

It's All Around You If You Are Willing To Look!

2010-08-27T15:54:00.000-07:00

I am a "word" kind of person. Don't know if this has a name or something but I've always loved words. I see a blank sheet of paper and I get happy cause you can do so much with it....write a letter, a poem, a song, a story, a prayer request, make a list, draw a picture...it's a way to let your imagination loose! Sometimes I find myself reading the dictionary..well...back when I had more time to spare lol. I wrote alot of poetry growing up and even tried to write songs. I loved English class in school (a subject my husband dislikes it very much) and when I come across a word I'm not familiar with...I rush to the dictionary to look it up. I would actually do this while studying since I am in the medical field and we can across alot of big words....I would get all A's in college and let me tell you...actually knowing what these words meant has alot to do with it. There are some words that just make me smile such as: Victory, Imagination, Perseverance, Purity. Maybe it has to do with their very positive meaning but I just love them! One of those words that make me smile is ENCOURAGEMENT! I've loved it since I first heard it. Actually the Lord revealed to me through a Bible study that I have the gift of encouragement which made alot of sense to me!

I looked it up on dictionary.com (here I go again rushing to a dictionary..except it's online now lol) and this is what it says:

praise, support, boost, lift, endorsement.

Encourage = to inspire with courage, spirit, or confidence

Many times when I've felt a lil blue, I've asked the Lord for encouragement. He always finds a way to send it to me through His Word,my husband, my family, a friend, a picture, nature, a song, a letter, Facebook, an email, a text...some how He always rescues me and lifts my spirit up! The other day I was cooking and felt a lil overwhelmed mainly because I know I am doing my best to be a good daughter of the Lord, wife, a good mommy, a good daughter, a good sister, a good friend...but have kinda forgotten about myself. I think alot of moms can relate to me. I always knew that I never wanted to let myself go and that doing the things I love such as read, scrapbook, watch good movie, spend time with family and friends bring me joy but somehow I was beginning to feel as if there was a littler less of "me" each day. Satan always finds a way huh? BUT does He succeed? Well let me tell you that God quickly rushed in like He always has and ENCOURAGED ME.

I was in the kitchen making dinner for us. My husband asks me to bring him the sour cream so I decide to open the brand new sour cream for him and voila....check out what I see:

The sour cream my friend....yes the sour cream had this just for me. I wonder if God was hungry at the time lol. Incredible..who would have thought and in bright colors...He wanted to make sure I didn't miss it. But that's not all folks. After dinner I go back in the kitchen to get a paper towel to wipe the table and yet another message from the Lord.

(the second one is kinda blurry but it says: "there's a whole lot to be thankful for if you take the time to look")

He knew I would check out the butterflies! And they say there's no God:( He even knows what we're passionate about....I love butterflies! I am in awe my friends. The Lord is simply incredible and His love for us is real, genuine and everlasting. I am willing to say that He hurts when we hurt because I know He smiles when we smile! My goal is to make Him smile every day!

I want you to know that the Lord encourages us everyday in so many different ways...that is..if you're willing to look!

Sing for joy, O heavens, and be joyful, O earth, and break forth into singing, O mountains! For the Lord has comforted His people and will have compassion upon His afflicted. Isaiah 49: 13

Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy-laden and overburdened, and I will cause you to rest. [I will ease and relieve and refresh your souls.] Matthew 11: 28

It's Not a Coincidence...It's God!!!

2010-08-13T09:48:00.000-07:00

For some reason, I've always been into names and their meaning. I am the kind of person that needs to find meaning to everything. I like to find a connection and make everything symbolic to me. That's why I am so excited to now have a baby because the holidays will take on an even better meaning to us as we start traditions and make them special! When I was single, I dreamed of having a beautiful family! So names were definitely on my mind;D Karina is a name I liked ever since I met a girl names Karina when I was around 13 at a church group we used to go to. When I looked up it's meaning...I was hooked! When my husband and I were getting to know each other we both expressed our desire to have children. While engaged we mention making a list of names. Karina was #1 on our list!
I knew that someday I would be blessed with my baby Karina! My husband lost his precious sister back in 1999. I love watching him sit back and remember a time spent with her. Like any guy, he doesn't do this often but when he does..it's music to my ears! I love learning of her because even though she's in Heaven...she's still my beautiful sis-in-law! One day...I'll to hug her in person! We also wanted middle names for our children and Karina's middle name was going to be either Sarai or Sofia. When we got pregnant my husband looked at me one day and said...I miss my sister so much and I would love for our daughter to have her name so we can always remember my sister and as an honor! I could see in his eyes how much this meant to him and was totally for it! So Karina Rocio it is!!!

Like I mentioned earlier...I am BIG on the meaning of names so of course I had to see what Karina Rocio meant....and it's....ready...

PURE HEAVENLY DEWDROPS<3

How pretty is that huh? God is in all the details! Today though I made an amazing discovery. You see....when we were trying, I noticed that my sister-in-law referred to her children as arrows. I then wondered what I would called my kids but I knew that it had to be a name given to me by God. Well, not too long ago God faithfully revealed it to me. They would be my TREASURES!!! I loved it and called them my treasure! Well today while watching a video on youtube that we've dedicated to Karina Rocio..something told me to look up a video on dewdrops and I find this.....

Jewelry from Heaven?!?!?!?! What's inside a treasure????? Isn't it usually jewels???? WOW I am still in awe. I never knew they reffered to dewdrops as Heaven's jewelry. This was truly meant to be...our pregnancy, the names, the meanings, our beautiful Karina Rocio....our TREASURE!!! She is our Heavenly jewel! Oh and to top it off...my husband's special name for me is preciosa (precious) and mi joya preciosa (my precious jewel) WOW! I am simply amazed. God is in ALL the details...don't ever doubt that for one second. It's not a coincidence it's God!!!!

Facebook Anyone???

2010-08-12T10:18:00.000-07:00

The famous "F" which stand for one of the most visited websites in the nation...Facebook or how one of my relatives, who will remain anonymous, called it...Bookface hahaha! Whoever created this site has been a blessing at least to me because I've been able to stay in touch with my family and friends especially those in California, Cayman Island, Costa Rica, Mexico, Germany and France. Ifeel like they're right by my side through thick n thin! I've even met family I never knew I had! I've also had the blessing of reconnecting with so many friends from the past which has been so awesome walking down memory lane! You can never have too many friends in my book and God has blessed me with so many new people who have become wonderful friends! I have been blessed, encouraged, heard, inspired, uplifted, challenged and loved on Facebook. I hope I've done the same for my Facebook family! My husband laughs cause Facebook is onmy mind alot and I told him that it's part of my social life hahaha!

God has also given me the opportunity to meet amazing people...YOU...my bloggy friends! I know that you can with one hand the times I've blogged lately or left comments on your wonderful blogs but please know that I do come check out what's happening and so many times I've read something on your blogs that's keep me busy thinking and meditating! THANK YOU for that and for keeping up with my blog and being a true friend who patiently waits to hear from me!

Since most of my computer time is spent on FB I would love to enjoy "spending" time with you there too so.....DO ANY OF YOU FACEBOOK??????? Let me know so we can continue the fun over there and while keeping up with the party here;D

Love LOTS<3

Because It's Neat Getting To Know You...

2010-08-05T11:28:00.000-07:00

Whats a fact about the last person you liked?
Last? I like alot of people but I guess I'll choose my husband....he started his 3rd semester in college and one of his classes is speech...yikes..he's good at it though

Who was the last person you gave up on?
I tend to expect lots from myself so i was prob ready to give up on myself but thank tha Lord for believing in me like only He can

What did you do last night?
watched one of our fav shows America's Got Talent while we ate juice bars

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
I don't think..I know they are...the Lord's relationship with us is an amazing example!

If you could pack up and move would you?
uummm having lived in 3 states in the past 6 yrs i learned thatt i enjoyed traveling a lot but if we were to move i'd have to convince my family to come along lol

When was the last time you laughed really hard? a few minutes ago as i did the "1, 2, 3 up, up, up" with Karina and instead of sitting up she stood up lol

What are you excited for?
Heaven! Also, birthdays, weddings, trip to CA, visits from my sister and grandma, our 6th anniversary, banquet through my hubby's job, Karina's 1st birthday and the holidays!

Has anyone told you lately that they would always be there for you?
Yes...my GOD! He says it to me especially when i'm feeling blue

What do you want right now?
My grandfather but I know he's in a better place, a cricut, Coldstone creamery yum, would love to go to Europe!

Are your parents divorced?
NO! I am def blessed in that department..my parents will be celebrating 25 yrs next May!

Would you ever get a tattoo?
No..I respect others' point of view but I believe we are not to mark our body and it's something I read in the Bible

What's your mood right now?
Im calm, comtenplative, grateful

Did you enjoy your weekend?
yes..church, great lunch date, relaxed at home

Are you stubborn?
hummm some times...very few times lol..God disciplines me though

Are you listening to music right now?
no but i normallly am

Who else is in the room with you?
my daughter Karina who fell asleep on my lap

In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
both

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
Italy? Costa Rica?!?!

How long can you go without your mobile phone?
ahhhhh not too long..i know we become so dependant on technology...i had to pray about this the other day

Do you know anyone named Dan?
yep...my brother Dani

Have you had the chicken pox?
never...i hope to never get it especially now as an adult..i had the mumps though not fun

Are you a forgiving person?
I try to be it's easier to forgive than to forget but the Lord helps me with this

Are you younger than 21?
No but i sure do feel young at heart

Do you like winter?
love it

Do you like the color green?
love it...it's my other fav color

Last time you received flowers?
when i had Karina this past march..my mami brught me beatiful pink roses

Is it possible that you could be pregnant right now?
wow..that would be something...it's def up to God!

Does anyone have a lock of your hair?
i have a lock of my hair from when i was 1 that my mom cut...it's in my baby book

If you had to go without one food group for the rest of your life, which would it be?
veggies?

When you go to the zoo, what are you most excited about seeing?
penguins, parrots, girafes, butterflies

What makes you happy?
My God, waking up every morning next to my husband, when my baby girl smiles at me as soon as she sees me in the morning, reading my Bible, music, scrapbooking

******* Now it's YOUR turn...becaues it's neat getting to know YOU! ********

Like Mommy. Like Daughter!

2010-08-02T09:45:00.000-07:00

Contemplate..I've always loved the word and been fascinated by the act of contemplating. I am a natural born daydreamer hahaha! You will catch me doing this at least 3 times a day. This is a time for me to contemplate and meditate about, my walk with Christ,the Word, my learned lessons, my loved ones, my dreams and goals. I use it to reflect on life. Growing up I never really knew how to define it. This is what Dictionary.com says:

verb (used with object)
1. to look at or view with continued attention; observe or study thoughtfully: to contemplate the stars.
2. to consider thoroughly; think fully or deeply about: to contemplate a difficult problem.
3. to have as a purpose; intend.
4. to have in view as a future event: to contemplate buying a new car.
–verb (used without object)
5. to think studiously; meditate; consider deliberately.

Future event (no.4).....going home to Heaven!!!! I know I love to try to imagine what it will be life, it's beauty, being in God's arms, talking to Jesus face to face!

Lately, we've been catching our Karina Rocio daydreaming and it's the cutest thing ever. I didn't even know babies knew how to do this hahaha! I wonder what runs through their little head? Whether it's something genetic or not Karina and I both do it lots! I wonder if we've done it at the same time, thought about each other and didn't even know it???? huh....

I thought it was neat that we were both caught on camera and I thought I'd share:

He Truly Cares!

2010-07-28T14:09:00.000-07:00

Right now my life has slowed down a bit because I am working on giving our baby girl the best care ever. I am loving my new role as a mommy and thank the Lord for giving me the honor! One thing's for sure though when you're a mom..your life changes. Right now I'm in the process of organizing my time and can already tell that everything is falling back into place along with the new member of the family! The other day I laughed with my husband because I told him that my social life has come down to Facebook hahaha! There I stay in touch with family/friends and see what they're up to. One of my main goals in life has always been to make a difference. Ever since I can remember, I wanted to be in the medical fields so I could help people. In high school I was always the one people came to with their problem to get sound advice. I worked with youth who were eager to find meaning in their life and encouragement women who came from all angels of life.I always look around to see how I can help! A few days ago though I felt as if I can't do a whole lot from home. I don't get out much since the baby is still little. I started to feel guilty because I felt that I could do more being that my spiritual gift is to encourage. That very same day I checked my FB and found this beautiful kiss from the Lord!

"Just wanted to stop by your page and tell you how incredible you are:o) You are a constant encouragement and such a BRIGHT shining light for Jesus...thanks for being the godly wife, mommy and friend that you are!"

The Lord used my beautiful friend Elvira as a vessel to lift me back up and re-energize me so I can keep walking. He wanted me to know that I am making a difference...through Him!!!!

I just had to share because this is proof that God is real and truly cares about our feeling. He really wants to see His children happy! God is in all the details and I'm so glad He is! He knows our every need and knows exactly how to provide for them! My goal is to turn to Him when the going gets tough because obviously He cares!!!!

I pray you find joy in knowing that He truly cares for you too and wants to be the shoulder you run too, comfort you seek, the healing you long for, the one who fulfills your needs!

Thank you sooo much Elvira<3 THANK YOU MORE MY LORD<3

Where Has Time Gone?

2010-07-26T10:32:00.000-07:00

Yes...would someone please tell me where has time gone???? If you find it would you please tell it to slow down? I remember it as if it were yesterday..hoping int he car at 1:30am, eating Combos, with some pain yet very manageable, with a lil drizzle driving down the highway, chit chatting with my hubby as we made our way to the hospital on March 26, 2010. We were so sure we were going to get sent home yet we needed to go in JUST IN CASE. Well....that "just in case" turned out to be 5cm dilated...soft cervix..IV in my arm...phone call to my mom...trasfered to a wheelchair..rolled into the labor room..at 2am! I can honestly tell you, and ya might laugh in disbelief, but this is when it truly hit me that I was pregnant hahaha! I know...I guess 3 months of non-stop nausea and 9 months of a growing belly didn't hit me like this very memorable moment in time hit me. I knew this wasn't one of the 100+ "A Baby Story" episodes..I wasn't to watch the birth of someone else's baby and or cry for someone else's baby...this time...it was ME!!!!! From the minute they wheeled me into the labor I knew there was no turning back...not that I wanted to but this baby girl was coming whether we were ready or not. She was born 9 days early. I tell ya..such a jokester from birth! Fast forward 5 months later and we now have a beautiful, energetic, talkative, sweet, friendly, very expressive, did I say beautiful 5 month old! WOW..really 5 months have gone by already?

I know many moms can totally relate to me on this one. I grew up hearing the phrase, "they grow up too fast"..yep they were definitely right. And because I've noticed this, I've made a promise to myself that I will enjoy her to the fullest. Lieke I do with my husband, I tell her that I love her every single day, many times a day. I kiss her a hundred times a day and love to see her smile because she feels loved! Time sure does fly when you're having fun! I am looking forward to many more "I love yous" or like we say "Te Amo" and to many sweet kisses. Since I'm with her pretty much 24/7 (which I love) I don't see how much she's grown until either someone else notices or I see pics like these....

These are the then...and now....can you tell she's grown? This is only 5 months later!

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We Have A New Friend!

2010-07-25T14:24:00.001-07:00

Florida is not only sunny but very, very green! A very nice product of all the rain we get. With green bushes comes pretty flowers and with pretty flowers come one of the prettiest things the Lord has created and a personal favorite...BUTTERFLIES!

We happen to have a big window in our living room facing a very lush "front yard". I spend alot of my day sitting on our couch feeding Karina which also gives me the opportunity to gaze through our window and enjoy all the beauty! A couple of days ago I noticed something flying back and forth..someone was very busy. Karina and I went to investigate and smiled at the sight of a very beautiful:

~*~ BUTTERFLY ~*~

It's so pretty and so big! I loved to see how it went from flower to flower eating. A sweet reminder of how God nourishes He's creation. The Lord is always speaking to my heart and teaching me valuable lessons. God really is in all the details. Through this He taught me that He is always there to provide our every need, that we must stay busy cause there's lots of work yet to be done and that even when the going gets tough..we can still find beauty (optimism). Our butterfly continue to come and delight with it's beauty right outside our window. She has nwo become a faithful friend of ours! Just wish we could bring her inside and make her our pet!

Is It Normal?

2010-07-15T08:46:00.000-07:00

The other day I sat in the living room with Karina and noticed my husband busy in the kitchen. He had mentioned that he wanted to snack on something and I was so intrigued with what that snack could be. I went down a list of ideas he could consider such as ritz crackers, carrots, rice cakes, peanut butter & jelly sandwhich etc. Question: Is is ok to have postpartum cravings? BUT for the husband? Let me go ahead and show you what I'm talking about:

Ingredients: bread, bananas, peanut butter & whip cream

I seemed to have inspired him with the peanut butter & jelly sandwich suggestion hahaha! They do tell me that I've inspirational;D

He came over and sat so happily next to us with his creation. All I had to say was, "Wow, you got really creative" lol

He looked so cute eating his "sandwiches". I was totally amused! I am still wondering though.....is it normal to have postpartum cravings?...for the new daddy?:}

UPDATE: A couple days ago he had the same "sandwhich" except he added cookies...hahaha..I guess he needed a lil crunch!

You Know You're A Mom When....

2010-06-25T13:17:00.000-07:00

~ You spill water on you in your sleep and keep sleeping

~ You hear the alarm, get up to turn it off and go right back to bed

~ By the time you eat your food is cold

~ You sport a white nail (desitin cream)

~ You wake up every 10 minutes to check on baby

~ You make dinner in 10 minutes

~ You cook, talk on phone, talk to baby and eat a snack all at the same time

~ You sport a spit up on your shirt and think it's ok

~ Do the baby talk in public and you're not embarrassed

~ You make up songs and can even rhythm

~ Don't mind laying on the floor

~ think green leaves are so awesome when showing them off to baby

~ You become a counselor, personal chef, choufer, teacher, message therapist, chiropractor, janitor, hair stylist, mani/pedicurist, translator, fashionista, entertainer, photographer

~ Think a double chin (baby's) is so adorable

~ You use baby wipes to clean your hands

~ You get noticed by everyone

~ Your lap becomes a comfortable chair

~ You look up your childhood songs online to teach them

~ The video camera finally comes out of the closet and gets put to use

~ You take a million pictures

~ You buy a toy cause you're love it and you're afraid it would be sold even though it won't be used for another year

~ Going out seems like packing for a circus

~ You make several trips to you car to load it all

~ You find yourself watching tv at 3am

~ Sleep is such a wonderful thing when possible

~ Facebook defines your social life hahaha

~ Dusting the room or making your bed before the baby wakes up is a huge accomplishment

I am loving being a mommy to Karina. I used to be a busy bee very involved at church, going to women's retreats, Bibles studies, coordinating events, meetings, couples' Bible studies and even taught at church, running errands, going out to lunch with friends now my life has slowed down and is alot simpler. Even though it's different it's not a bad thing because I am now mommy to Karina and the majority of my day envolves loving on her in many ways! I know that little by little we'll be able to get out more and be more envolved. I love being a mommy!

Thank You Papi!

2010-06-19T15:33:00.000-07:00

In 1985 the Lord brought a special person into my life....my dad Jimmy. My mom introduced me to him and I felt in myheart that he was the one my mom was waiting for and longing to raise a family with. I wasn't wrong and it turned out even better than I had imagined. On this father's day 25 yrs later, I want to thank the Lord for blessing me with him. He has been such an amazing father to me and my siblings. There isn't a day when he isn't thinking about us, he loves having his family gathered, works 6-7 days a week to make sure my mom and lil brother are taken care off. He is always ready to lend a hand even if he doesn't feel good which always amazes me. My dad has dedicated many years to his family in such a selfless way. My dad has always been there for us, very supportive, duing special moments in our lives. His love for us is genuine!I had the honor of having him marry us, he also married my two sisters! That was very special for us! He may not be the richest person in the world but let me tell you...he's priceless to us! I knew the day I'd have a baby he'd be head over heels for her and I now love seeing him with his granddaughter Karina! Many a times people like him go unnoticed. Truth is he'd rather be behind scenes doing what he does best...loving us. Today though I want you to know what a wonderful father I have, We may not be blood but he is more than a father to me! Most important to me though is that he is one of the strongest Christians I've ever met and he always made sure we were raised in a godly home! He's never giving us a bad example and that is HUGE! I grew up watching my dad worship the Lord right in the middle of our living room. He'd sing his heart out!In his hand you normally find the Bible, the one book he loves to read and knows very well. It amazes me how he can forgive and forget so easily. Something we all need to work on. He was always ready to serve at church and to help those in need. These are the values and lessons children never forget! I pray that our kids..the new generation also learns these valuable things!

Thank you papi for loving our mami and taking such good care of her, for loving us, for loving your grandchildren, for being there for us and for teaching us to love the Lord and to serve Him wholeheartedly! We will never forget all you've done to provide, all your hard work has not been in vain. We now have beautiful families of our own and have learned that without the Lord...life is meaningless. Thank you for being our dad!!!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY<3

At my sister Irene's labor with Isaiah

Taking care of my mom

with my sister Gaby's on her wedding day

with my little brother Jimmy on his graduation

with my brother Dani in Costa Rica

at our wedding

at Karina's birth

Then at the birth of our beautiful daughter.

A Sweet Reminder!

2010-06-10T15:19:00.000-07:00

Don't you just love how God always finds a neat way to make every day special and make you smile? Especially when you most needed? A few days ago, I was feeling a little overwhelmed and somewhat tired. Ya know...sometimes you have a million things running through your head and you know that somehow it all has to get done whether you have the energy or not. Well, while I sat across the room I noticed my that my husband had sent me a text message. I totally love hearing from him through the day especially when he works 12 hrs a day. I picked up the phone and this is what I see....

with the message "you sent me this pic the day before Karina was born, 24 hours before she was born crazy. That night we went to the hospital"

WOW...talk about making my day!!!! I immediately glanced at the picture and transported myself to that very moment. The moment I laid in bed with pain that in reality were early contractions hahaha! My reason for sending my hubby this pic via text was to make him smile because I knew how much he loved to see and kiss my belly. Little did I know that our precious baby girl would be in my arms almost 24 hrs later. I sent him this pic at 11:33am and she was born the next day at 12:06pm. Better yet..little did I know that a couple of months later God would be putting in my husband's heart to send this very same pic to me to remind me that I have a gazillion reasons to smile:D My overwhelmed mind immediately forgot about my mental "to-do" list and simply enjoyed the sweet kiss from the Lord. Reminds me of the song, "Simple bareneI love the way God works don't you?!?!?

It's incredible to think that in the picture she was getting ready for the big journey she would take to meet us and forever be part of our lives. What seemed to me like a typical day was a day the Lord had chosen to bless us with our miracle. I look at the picture over and over again and try to imagine what Karina's world must have been like in there, what ran through her mind at that point in time and what it felt like to know that she would be finally meeting her mommy and daddy! Life is precious and such a beautiful miracle. Thank YOU LORD for giving us life!

And thank YOU my Lord for this very special moment...one we will never ever forget..

Now the Lord makes us smile through our baby girl every day<3

Let's Take A Minute

2010-05-29T12:39:00.000-07:00

It's amazing how just when you think you're having a random day, something grabs your attention and speaks to your heart. With Memorial Day right around the corner I though it'd be the perfect time to share this. About a week ago, my good friend's husband got deployed. Having been a military wife for 5 yrs (my husband served in the Army for 9 yrs) this truly hits home.I was able to speak with her the day of his deployment. I wanted to make sure she was ok and figured she'd want someone to talk to. They have two beautiful children! She's decided she's staying in Germany since her daughter is in school and they like it there. While I talked to her, I wanted to truly see how she felt, how the kids felt. She seemed ok but did ask me to please pray for her husband's safe return. Her son was doing good since he's little but her concern was with her 5 yr old daughter who is fully aware that her daddy won't be back for a while. My friend shared with me that her daughter told her the other day, "mommy I don't want you to die." I got teary when I heard this and is one of the reasons why I'm writing this post.

You see, I have been raised in what you can call a military family. My uncle, cousin and best friend were in the Navy and a good friend was in the Marines. I always thought I knew what military life was all about mainly because of what they shared with me but it wasn't until I married my husband and became a military wife that I truly experienced the military life. It is a completely different world that you have to live to truly understand. I quickly learned what ACU's ATC, deps,ranks, HOPS all were, what "going to the field" doing "PT" in the morning, and wearing a barrette in public all meant. I learned cadences, saw my husband march, leave for 6 long weeks to train,clean his gear including weapons and shine his boots. I embark on a brand new journey of several moves having to start all over again each time, new friends, home, church something that can make one feel lonely, out of place.Let me tell you though what is learned right away and is not always the easiest thing to endure...the many sacrifices that are made. There are many articles out there that talk about the fact that America doesn't honor their soldiers enough and all but I wanted to open my heart to you and share it. With the crowning of a new American Idol, Biggest Loser,Amazing Race, the basketball playoffs and the World Cup right around the corner we seek to find "the winner" we want to root for "the best" the one that makes us proud, the one that shines and makes us smile. This is all entertaining BUT what about the good ol' American soldier? When does he/she gets a standing ovation, an applause, a thank you or simply noticed?

We spend so much time delegating whether the President kept his word of bringing the troops back, whether these soldiers are needed or if they should send even more. Truth is, while the going back and forth takes place a soldier is saying his/her goodbye, with a knot a his/her throat hopping on a plane to head overseas. Oh the sacrifices..they are inevitable and countless. These soldiers can't say "no thank you" or "I'll pass maybe later." They commit themselves to answer when duty calls leaving it all behind fully aware that they might not make it back the way they left. Most of soldiers make that sacrifice not because they want to earn points, make an extra dollar an hour, get an award at the ceremony but because they love their country enough to die for it and for it's people. It's interesting to see that this is not something new...it's Biblical. King David was a solider. He was chosen by the Lord to be the head of his army..the Lord's Army. With God's power, guidance and protection he fought and won many battles. What about the ultimate sacrifice....Jesus Christ? He died to save us, his people, from a very ugly eternity in hell. We are to be like Christ and follow His footstep. I believe these soldiers are chosen to serve God through the military so they too can fight for their people.

While there are many sacrifices that are made, deployment is by far the toughest one.

One moment you look like any other family making memories, spending time together
celebrating life. This is my friend Maria and her beautiful family!

The next moment..well let the images below speak for themselves.

I starred at these pictures of our good friends and couldn't help but imagine what they felt as they say their goodbyes. I've never been through a deployment but it's not difficult to guess how they felt. Imagine telling your children "see you in one year(or more)", missing birthdays, first tooth, first word, going to church as a family, Christmas,graduation, baseball games, award ceremonies, not holding them when they have a tummy ache, not having a meal with them at the table, no kisses, no hugs, not even a smile. What about the wife who stays behind to take over all the responsibilities and laying her head at night feeling accomplished but very exhausted and lonely? I truly admire these women who have to pick up the pieces to their broken heart and somewhat keep them together so they can be strong and fend for their children. I once had a friend tell me that she cried at night when the other side of the bed was empty and cold when her husband was deployed. When the Army sent my husband away on a training for 6 wks I cied myself to sleep and walked around in his sandals. Can't imagine doing this for one year. We (civilians) have so much to thank God for. While we take all of these things for granted, these soldiers would do anything to hold their wife and kids just once. All they have to hold unto are the wonderful memories and thoughts of a possible future with their family. Many say that being deployed is not as hard as it used to be back in the day. Yes with technology so advanced, emails, skype, cameras and phones, the pain of being apart is somewhat alleviated but truth is the sacrifices are still the same.

Let me ask you something? When you say you pray for these soldiers and their families do you really take time to pray for them? You know we may feel that there's not much we can do but prayer is powerful and a very powerful God hears them. Are you proud of them regardless of which candidate's point of view about war you shared? Because either way, we still have soldiers away from home, from their families. The love they have for their country is incredible. I know my husband loves his family but he'd go fight for his country in a heartbeat if he had to. One thing I did noticed in the pictures is that the kids are not afraid of their daddy's big gun. While we try so hard to protect our kids from danger, military kids learn to be ok around weapons...just part of being a kid in the military. Another good friend who's husband is also deployed told me just the other day you marry the husband, his family and the Army. Some say that those in the military have it made. Being in the military has it's perks but it's hard work like any civilian job. As a recruiter my husband worked 12 hours a day 6 days a wk, had to work some Sundays, went away for long trainings, and brought work along on vacations.

I want you to know that with all said, I am not trying to discourage anyone from joining and serving their country. If it's a heartfelt desire it could be God's will for you like King David. It's a huge honor to serve besides the benefits are awesome. I shared this because I want us to pause for a moment and mediate on this.Just want you to put yourself in their shoes for a minute and realize what goes on. Whether we agree on war/deployment, we are all involved. They do this for all of us. I don't a soldier was willing to leave his family and even his life if his heart wasn't in it. I want to encourage you to truly pray for these soldiers and their families because they really need it. I want you to have an appreciation for what they do. Soldiers, their supportive spouses and children. They may not realize it or admit it but they are heroes and deserve our respect and support. We need to celebrate life but like Chirst who came here to serve, let's not forget those around us, we are also here to serve.

Besides my uncle, cousin and two friends who served, I now have my brother-in-law and my other cousin in the Army.

This Mark my brother-in-law with his lovely wife, my sister, Maria Gabriela. Please keep them in your prayers as they leave mid June to Ft. Bliss El Paso, Texas.

This is a tribute to all the soldiers and their families:

My husband's grandma had two brothers who both lost their lives fighting for country. That is the real reason why we have Memorial Day..to remember and honor those who laid their lives down for us!

This memorial day will be different for us because i want take time to honor these fallen men and women as well as those away from home right now.

HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY!

The Beauty Of It All!

2010-05-14T12:01:00.000-07:00

I've always envisioned taking in the fresh air with my children. I love nature and I want to teach Karina all about God's creation. The other day I was filling in her memory book and ran into to lines that read: Firsts - feet in sand________ hands in grass__________. Wow...I quickly realized that this is a whole new world for Karina. Everything fromt he biggest to the tiniest is new to her. She doesn't know what it feels like to have her foot in the sand. She doesn't knwo the color of grass is green, that the sun hides at night, that car have tires, that people walk on a sidewalk. This hit me like a ton of bricks and it makes me smile because God has chosen me and her daddy to show her what the world around her looks like. We will teach her to smell a rose, to run through the sprinklers, to hop on one leg, to laugh, to make a to-do, to ride a bike, but what's even more increible and powerful is that we've been given the gift of teaching her all about our Lord!!!! This is my biggest joy and I am really looking forward to it. I want her to knwo the Lord Jesus Christ as her personal Savior. I want the three of us to be reunited in Heaven on day! The Lord showed me that day how special and important my job is...we have way more influence on our kids than we can even begin to imagine. I want to my best at it..I will not perfect but I will rely on my God to give me the wisdom and the strength to do an good job! We took Karina for a walk the other day. The three of us walked to a local Chinese restaurant and it was awesome. She totally loves the fresh air! It's only the beginning of the amazing journey we've embarked on and the many things we'll teach her about life!

Karina is One month!!!!

2010-05-14T11:44:00.000-07:00

Our beautiful baby girl turned one month three wks ago and it was so special. Time does fly huh? Ok....I don't want to get teary hahaha! She keeps getting more and more beautiful. It's amazing that even when they fuzz we still love them...maybe love them even more cause they look so cute crying! She's almost two months and has developed so much. She recognizes her daddy and I. Love it when she turned her head to see me when she hears my voice! She truly made our lives sweeter the day she smiled at us for the first time. She makes sure we bond with her when she's feeding hahaha and she made sure we know that she doesn't like her hands tide down. She's amazing! We catch ourselves starring at her and smiling over the blessing she means to us! Thank YOU our Lord for remembering us!!!!

Just Like Her Mommy!

2010-05-14T10:55:00.000-07:00

At the beginning of April, Karina got to go to her very first birthday party. I was still very new at this mommy thing and my hubby had to work so I recruited my lil brother Jimmy who gracious came along and helped me. It was more for peace of mind since I had to drive across town for the first time. The birthday party was for our little friend Gabriela Isabelle (1st bday)who is my really good friend's daughter. Her daddy and I have known each other through church since we were 15 so it was a special event. God blessed us with a beautiful breeze which was good since it was at a park. The theme was....HELLO KITTY!!! Right before we said goodbye, Ani Gaby's mom handed me a Hello Kitty piggy bank and said, "this is for Karina since she doesn't get to have a goodie bag". I thought it was very thoughtful of her to remember Karina! I say €just like mommy" cause as a little girl I totally LOVED Hello Kitty. I mean it was beyond love hahaha! Put it this way....my uncle gave me a Hello Kitty pencil case...the ones that have several compartments remember those? I was very friendly and loved to share BUT this pencil case was totally off limits. No one was allowed to it. It was just that special to me. It was my baby! I then got a Hello Kitty coloring book and I wasn't as protective over it but I still took really good care of it. I colored it, than colored over it and then colored over it some more hahahaha! each page had like 6 layers of crayon hahaha! It was of great joy to see that Karina got her very first Hello Kitty..not only because it brings back great childhood memories but because it reminds me that I am the mommy of a beautiful baby girl!!! Can't Wait to see what her passions will be..or maybe I can wait!!!

Gabriela Isabelle with her mommy and daddy!

Obidience

2010-05-07T11:02:00.000-07:00

The other day I felt a lil overwhelmed and felt the Lord tugging at my heart. I quickly realized that I hadn't made time for Him in a while. I take time to pray and all but I needed to be feed...spiritually fed through His word. So I picked up the Bible and felt the need to start reading the book of Esther. I've heard many sermons on this book, seen the movie and have even made references to this story but I realized that I don't really know exactly how the story goes..ya know..the details so this is a great place to start. Let me tell ya...God has an amazing way of talking to us. Whoever said the Bible isn't alive is missing out on a tremendous experience. Chapter 1 spoke to me about respect....specifically to respect my husband. This is something Queen Vashti totally failed at...she definitely got a F- in this department. So that spoke to my heart and I meditated for a while. Perfect timing because this Father's Day is my hubby's first and Karina and I have decided that we are going to honor daddy and treat him like a King as a sign of respect! Today I read Ch. 2 and once again the Lord spoke to me. This time it was about obedience. Esther 2:20 read: "

Esther continued to keep her nationality and family background a secret. She was still following Mordecai's orders just as she did when she was living in his home"

Every time the Lord grabs my attention on something I read in the Bible I see a flashing light to reflect on that and this verse did just that. You see...Mordecai was Esther's cousin. He took her in when her parents died. He was alot older than her so he saw her and took her in like a daughter. To me Mordecai represents the Lord. Someone who is protective, attentive, a provider, a teacher, a role model, authority. You can tell that Esther had alot of respect for her "father" Modercai and honored him.

Application: "Mordecai" represents the Lord and being in the Lord's presence whether it's at church, around other believers or simply in communion with the Lord in prayer. We try to be at our best when we are around other Christians which is awesome BUT how do we behave when we're around nonbelievers? Esther was in a completely different environment, different home, around completely different people yet she remained true to her word and kept her integrity. She probably could have gotten away with it for a bit yet she chose to remained loyal.

Question: Are we obedient to the Lord regardless of where we are (or whom we're with) or are we trying to fit in? If the Lord has kept His word why do we feel that we don't have to keep ours all the time? Are we willing to comprise our relationship with the Lord in order to please others by doing things we shouldn't? As Christians we should be transparent, we should be real. The Lord should define us not the circumstance, a person or place. Like Esther, we should strive to be godly all the time. God puts us in situations so we can be used by Him and set an example. Every time we fail to do this we might have just lost a divine opportunity to bring someone to Christ...think about it. Nothing happens by chance. We make an impact on more people than we think whether it's good or bad. I once had two kids over and we decided to watch a family movie. When asked if they wanted to see it they told us they needed to call and ok it with their mom first because they were only allowed to watch certain movies. I totally loved this because it truly taught me a lesson. We should always remain obedient to our Father even when we think He's "not watching" even though He always is. Obedience is talked about all over Provers as a matter of fact, all over the Bible. We should definitely take some time and do a spiritual inventory because apparently this is an important matter to God!

***Obedience goes a long way especially when we obey God***

EBAY...Funny, Weird or Crazy???

2010-04-24T12:18:00.000-07:00

I was channel surfing last night and the Jay Leno show was on. I never watch it but noticed they were talking about funny things that are sold on Ebay. I figured I'd check it out and boy are people desperate for money...either that or they have alot of time on their hands. I thought I'd look up others funny/weird things and share them with you..for the sake of a good laugh! BTW......how does #15 sound for ya....I'd be scared with what people who suggest..poor child..at least it's now "who yo baby daddy" hahaha which is what a musician on the Jay Leno show suggested for fun hahaha. ENJOY!

#15 Woman Sells Right to Name Her Baby
When Melissa Heuschkel couldn't decide what to name her fourth child, she turned to the auction site eBay. Golden Palace casino won the bid for $15,500. The baby was named Golden Palace Benedetto. Early 2005.

#14 Man Tries to Sell His Liver on Ebay
A man from Florida put his organ up for sale on Ebay. The bid went as high as $5.7 million before eBay pulled it from its site. Stating it's illegal to sell body parts on Ebay.

#13 JFK Shooters Window
Up for auction for the first time, the actual window and frame from the shooter's nest on the 6th floor of the Dallas Texas School Book Depository where Lee Harvey Oswald fired off those fatal shots that took the life of our 35th President of the United States - John F. Kennedy. 188 bids the winning bid was $3,001,501.00. February 16th 2007.

#12 Pretend Monster in a Childs Closet
A pretend monster that was in someone's child's closet. This was so the little one would be able to sleep at night. Details unkown.

#11 Ghost in a Jar
Yes, a ghost. In a jar. Well, why not? The ghost was, apparently, terrorising, the man who owned it, and so he decided to capture it and sell it on eBay to someone who might be able to give it a better home. By Jeff Cohen.

#10 Doritos Cheese Pope Hat
Golden Palace casino was at it again when they won this auction. There were 34 bids when Golden Palace bid $1,209 to win the auction. March 23, 2005.

#9 Britney Spears Chewed Gum
Someone picked up Britney Spears? Chewed gum at a London hotel and decided it'd be a great thing to sell on eBay. Oddly enough, they were right? They got $263 for it. A Britney fan probably has it framed in their house. By Jeff Cohen.

#8 Jesus Toast
The Seller accidentally burnt a piece of toast. Before he could throw it away, he noticed the face of Jesus on the toast. Starting bid was $.99 with a buy it now price at $200. Unfortunately no one bid on this item.

#7 Britney Spears Half Eaten Sandwich
Golden Palace Casino has purchased many weird things, like a half eaten egg salad sandwich which they purchased for $500 also for an additional $20 they also purchased a nibbled on corn dog by Spears' ex husband Kevin Federline.

#6 Virgin Mary Grilled Cheese Sandwich
A seller offered a grilled cheese sandwich upon which the Virgin Mary had appeared to her and the strange thing is, she genuinely seemed to believe it. This item, unbelievably, sold for $28,000. Some people just have too much money to waste, don't they? By Jeff Cohen.

#5 The Internet
If people can sell plots of land on the moon, then why can't someone sell the Internet? Someone did just that, for the bargain asking price of $1 million. Of course, it was all just a gag and it's unlikely that this Pay Pal transaction ever went through. But still, it would have been the deal of the century-the buyer was even throwing in free Internet access. By Rob Lee.

#4 18 Year Old British Girl's Virginity
An 18-year-old British girl sold her virginity on eBay? but it was bought by a businessman who kindly agreed to give her the money without actually taking the service. By Jeff Cohen.

#3 Wedding Dress
Nothing strange about selling a wedding dress, you might think? But this was the guy's ex-wife's wedding dress. And he modelled it, as well as writing a long screed about his ex-wife in the description. It sold for 3,850. By Jeff Cohen.

#2 U.S. Navy F/A-18A Hornet
A state brokerage in Virginia sold a U.S. Navy F/A-18A Hornet jet fighter on eBay for just over a million dollars. It was, unfortunately, in pieces and so unusable, but they offered to put it back together and make it ready to fly for the low, low price of just another $9 million. By Jeff Cohen.

#1 Broken Laser Pointer
The beginning of Ebay, the first auction ever. Pierre Omidyar wrote the code that evolved into what we know today as Ebay. Originally called AuctionWeb and hosted on the same server as Pierre's page about the ebola virus, the site began with the listing of a single broken laser pointer around September 1995. Though Pierre had intended the listing to be a test more than a serious offer to sell at auction, he was shocked when the item sold for $14.83.

God's Princess! A look into her first days....

2010-04-13T11:36:00.000-07:00

I love taking pictures and now I have a beautiful princess to capture on camera! My hubby does the videotaping..he's better at that than me;D I want to remember our baby girl as a newborn so the camera is working full time these days! Here are a few pictures of her first days with us....they make me smile!

Something To Think About.....

2010-04-12T15:15:00.000-07:00

I know that Easter was about a week ago but it's never too late to remember the sacrifice that was done at the cross and the victorious resurrection. We need to live this moment every day and not leave it at the cross. A good friend of mine shared this with me today and spoke to my heart. I am now challenged to live with Easter Gladness specially when the going gets tough!!!! I pray that you join me so we can shine for Christ!!!

God at Eventide
EASTER GLADNESS

"Love and laugh. To the world, sad faces and depressed spirits speak of a buried Christ. If you want to convince men that I am Risen, you must go through life with Easter gladness. You must prove by your lives that you are Risen with Me.

Men will not learn of My conquest over death by the arguments of theologians, but by the lives of My followers. My Risen followers. If you are still wearing the grave-clothes of gloom and depression, of fear and poverty, men will think of us as tomb-bound still.

No, live in the Spirit of the Garden on that Easter morning. For you, too, I will roll away the stone from the door of the sepulcher. Walk unbound in the Garden with Me, in the Garden of Love, Joy, childlike, boundless Faith --- the Garden of Delights."

We Found Our Treasure!!!

2010-04-10T12:48:00.000-07:00

I've been MIA for a lil bit but I am so happy to announce that our beautiful baby girl Karina Rocio is finally with us....she's been part of our lives since we started praying for her and throughout the pregnancy...BUT she's HERE!!!! We are officially mommy and daddy!!!!!!!!! Sorry..I can't contain the joy:D

And now..for the birth story which some of you have requested I share:D

As most of you know, she was due to be born April 4th something we thought was oh so cool since it was Easter Sunday! What a perfect day to welcome our lil girl. Now daddy loved the thought yet deep down he wanted her to be born on April 1...yep...he's definitely my Goofy! He wanted an April Fools baby hahaha! Ever since my 2nd trimester I had been feeling the famous Braxton Hicks....pretty manageable.

* Monday March 22 though I started feeling stronger pain, nothing too crazy but more like medium menstrual cramping in my pelvic area and dull lower backache that wouldn't go away. I didn't think too much about it and felt that since I was already on week 38 it was just my body slowly getting ready for the big event.
* Tuesday...pain got a lil stronger but still nothing crazy, I cleaned, cooked, had a very normal day around here.
* Wednesday - I had my weekly doctor appointment. I was so excited cause my mom would join us this time. We even had my dad and my nephew Isaiah come out to cheer for us. I looked at my mom in the waiting room and told her that with all the discomfort I felt...I must have dilated about 2 cm. We were so excited to find out! We go in, doc checks me and says..."No dilation, cervix is hard". Huh? I asked him if the baby was in the pelvic bone yet...he told us that she was lower but not there yet. Honestly, I was a lil sad because I wanted to be a little closer to meeting her but I had told my Lord that He would be the one to dictate when Karina would make her entrance and I regained my joy and smiled again! I was glad to know that everything was going great! That day, my sister and brother-in-law needed my husband's help since they were moving so we went over to lend a hand. Well, I went more for moral support;D I actually helped watch my nephew while they moved the furniture/loaded the truck. I realized that I was even more uncomfortable by that evening. My back pain had gotten stronger and my pelvic pain was a lil more intensed but I nothing to rush to the hospital for. I noticed I felt exhausted and told my hubby that I wanted to call it a night. I got some much needed rest that night!
*Thursday - Was a very typical day around here...hubby took off to work, I cleaned, cooked, got some scrap booking done (the page where I would put her birth details) and looked forward for my husband to come home so we could enjoy another episode of our fav shows. The entire day I had felt a lil more and more pain but I remained calmed. At one point though for peace of mind I called the Douala that we know and described the pain. She simply told me to relax and that the pain were just my pelvic ligaments stretching preparing for what was to come. Having heard my doc's and the Douala's diagnosis, I figured it was nothing to rush to the hospital for. We watched out shows...which I have to mention one of them was The Office so I was cracking up even through the pain hahaha! Once were ready for a shower...my husband noticed I was in stronger pain and decided he would time it. He realized the pain was coming on closer and closer. I told him laughing and in the middle of pain, "I don't know if we're timing Braxton Hick or real contractions but at least we're getting practice" hahaha! We took a shower which gave me some relieve but not enough to take away the pain. My husband was amazed at how calmed I remained....I even amazed myself! I learned in our birthing class to remain calm, focused and to breath through the pain and it helped so much. Most important though we had the Lord watching over!

After the shower, we laid on the bed and my husband noticed I was still in pain so he offered to take me to the hospital. I thought about it for a bit cause I had a feeling they would only send us home and thought that maybe we could give it some time but I then decided it was best for me to go. We took off at bout 1:30is AM on a rainy morning. We took our time to get to the hospital, we loved that fact that it was raining and enjoyed some delicious combos! We even had a great conversation going and keep bringing up the fact that we'd be sent home for sure. We got to triage and I was in pain but seemed really calm. The nurse that checked me in assumed I wasn't in labor due to the fact that I seemed so at ease. Little did she know that she was completely wrong hahaha....YES....they took me back and checked me. The nurse that checked me was like..."yes, you're 5 CM, CERVIX IS SOFT, YOU'RE IN LABOR SO YOU'RE STAYING" I felt my blood pressure drop and started shaking out of nervous/shock hahaha! My husband was whiter than white and in shock. I thought he was going to pass out lol. We couldn't believe it..we seriously thought we were going to get sent home. It took us quite some time to process it all. Within minutes I was being wheeled into my labor room....ahhh it still gives me the chills. It all happened so quick. Good thing we had taken our bags and car seat with us! I called my mom at 2:30am and told her I was in labor. She thought I was joking...as if I was that cruel to wake her up at 2:30am and joke about being in labor hahaha! That would be cruel huh? She got off the phone and was by my side within minutes! I had already decided not to use an epidural or pitocin (during labor) and made that known in my birthing plan. The anesthesiologist came in and due to protocol had me sign papers anyway. I told him I have a lil scoliosis so he checked me and told me that I wasn't a good candidate for an epidural because my scoliosis would most likely come with a twisted spine and there was a risk they would miss the spot and shoot the meds int he wrong place. I was a lil shock to hear this but didn't matter cause I was determined not to use meds. From 5cm to about 7cm I felt pretty good, got a popsicle, took pics, talked to my hubby and mom, and even got on the birthing ball. Then 8cm came around and yes...I felt that pain. I kept my breathing technique until I got really exhausted and got put on oxygen which helped alot then it was too much oxygen making me hyperventilate which made me vomit really bad TWICE. Try being in the middle of a contraction while vomiting...I thought I was falling apart hahaha! I still did my best to stay focused, as calm as I possibly could and but pain is pain and this baby was ready to meet us. The pain way more intensed and I was very close to 9cm. I couldn't even open my eyes from the pain so I decided to fix my eyes on the Lord literally. I had a beautiful of my Lord looking at me giving me strength while angels held me up. It was so beautiful! That's what I focused on! I had the nurse and my husband telling me I could do it...but I blocked out the nurse's voice and only heard my husband's sweet voice which gave me alot of peace and strength! I loved it! The pain got so intensed that the nurse offered me an epidural. My mom and my husband were about to say no because they saw that I was out of it and were concerned with my twisted spine. I thought about it some and said yes. I won't lie...part of me felt defeated because I wanted to be strong and go all the way...what's one more cm but then again I didn't know how long it was going to take me to get there and felt that I needed to think realistically and humbly. Once they gave me the meds...I was once again relieved. The pain slowly faded and I regained my strength to the point where I was laughing again. Some where amazed that I was on Facebook while in labor with 9cm? This is when that occurred...hahaha! Don't get me wrong....I still do believe that it is best to go without meds and deep down I believe it's very possible to do. It just wasn't possible for me to do this time around. I feel ok with that though because had I not gone through with it..I would have endured much more pain. You see....the baby cut me pretty bad giving me vertical lacerations on both inner labia...they described it as "shredded" ouch. God was in control the entire time and I felt that everything went according to His will!

Karina was born on March 26, 2010 (9 days early) at 12:06 (lunch time and she loves to eat) weighed 5 lbs 14 oz (lil gal) and measured 19 inches. My hubby wasn't able to cut the cord because she had some of the cord wrapped around part of her neck. We also decided to donate the cord blood....what a gift of life that is!!! When they placed her on me..the first thing I grabbed was her tiny arm and I was in love. Daddy got teary! So did I:D We all admired the amount of hair she had and how beautiful she was! We were overwhelmed with joy....our beautiful daughter, our miracle baby was finally here!!! I get teary every time I relieve that moment in my mind and prob always will for as long as I live! It was amazing:D I got to try breastfeeding about an hour later and realized that it would take practice and determination but I was willing to make it happen. Her mouth is so little and that it takes her a lil longer to latch on but this would be and had been a great opportunity for God to show us that perseverance goes a long way! She was borned with a little bit of jaundice, other than that she was perfect. I never thought I'd have a little baby...the doc guesstimated 6 1/2 lbs but I loved it cause she fit in my short arms just right! She is a bundle of joy! My family came to meet her that afternoon and two days later, my hubby's came driving all the way from California to meet her. She was surrounded by so much love. Our families have been more than blessings! We thank Gof for their servant hearts..they've been over to cook, clean and love on us! Our first night at the hospital went pretty well..I'm amazed at how quickly we've caught on! I was in alot of pain though due to the lacerations. Painful burning..the tolilet quickly became my worst enemy. I am slowly starting to warm up to it as I recover hahaha! It's been two weeks and it's been a long road to recovery...percocet (heavy narcotic), lots of bleeding, warm baths, lidocaine, tucks, epifoam, ibuprofen, sulfa cream, ice packs, rest and lots and lots of prayer. I'm feeling alot better now praise God! Regardless of what I've endured as I recover....she's worth it all. I would do it again if I had to..she means that much to me. My love for her grows each time I see her! She's been with us for two weeks and it feels as if she's always been here! We are truly looking forward to experiencng life with her! I want to teach her so much, to show her the world and all it's blessings! Most important though, I want her to see Christ in me and I pray that she knows Him as her Savior one day! I want her to love, serve and honor our Lord because this will bring many blessings to her life and she will then live victoriously!

WE LOVE YOU KARINA ROCIO<3

Thank YOU God for blessing us with this precious gift!!!!!

AND NOW....for some fun pics of our journey in labor....

My mom was right by my side and it gave me alot of comfort..we never stop needing our moms!

My sweet husband never left my side. I can still hear his voice telling me "you can do it, I'm proud of you" while I was in labor!

I wanted to have my grandparents by my side as well. They were part of every important moment in my life and this was not an exception! It was super important that I had my grandfather's pic with me since he passed away last year. He still makes me smile!

I was so hungry...all I had were combos..no dinner so this popsicle tasted like heaven!

So glad my mom caught this very special moment on camera...what an awesome picture..what a great memory! It makes me teary:D

She is a tiny gal..petite like her momma...at least for now!

I was on cloud 9 with our precious gift...I was officially a MOM!!!

Such a wonderful feeling..so serene..so peaceful! Than YOU my God!!!

Daddy was loving it! I will never forget the way he said her name when their eyes met for the first time as she came out. It was something I envisioned for so long!

We are now a family of 3..PRAISE GOD!!!!

Time To Reveal....The Finished Nursery!

2010-03-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

I know that some of you have been eagerly awaiting to see pictures of our baby girl's nursery. After much work, time and lots and lots of love..we are finally done! The only two items missing are a lamp and a mobile other than that it's completed!!! I want to thank my beautiful mom who blessed us so much making the crib bedding, painted the mural/wall/rocking chair, and made some of the decorative items for Karina's room. My mom is an angel in my life. I also made our baby several things. It was one way for me to show Karina how much I already love her! I'm glad most of her items were made with our very own hands...she will be able to truly appreciate all the love that went into them! Ready???

Little Bit Bout Me!

2010-03-16T15:58:00.000-07:00

It's always fun to get to know those in your life and I thought it was time a one more of these...enjoy!

1. What's your favorite Easter candy? Jelly Belly jelly beans, anything sour!

2. Who do you think is cleaner..men or women? I think my first reaction is to answer..women..BUT I've come across some very high maintenance men..impressive hahaha! Now around the house...normally women but some men can be very clean as well.

3. Which do you prefer..wordy blog posts or ones with pictures? I love to read but I am a visual learner so.....I do prefer blogs with pictures/images. They definitely catch my eye!

4. Were you popular in high school? Well, the one word my classmates and friends always used to describe me was "sweet". I was the sweet one in the group, the one keeping everyone out of trouble, the shoulder to cry on, the good listener, the encourager. I didn't really mind it because I really liked to make a difference in people's lives. I wouldn't say I was popular like the cheerleading squad but I was friends with alot of the popular kids. I had all kids of friends..never liked to be clicky. Everyone had someone neat to bring to the table:D

5. What's your bra size? uuummmm this might be a lil too personal...I'm pretty sure someone out there won't mind revealing this info though:D

6. How many states have you lived in? I always wanted to travel and being an Army wife definitely helped me accomplished this. We've lived in three states in five years of marriage. I actually lived in all three states in my first year of marriage....Florida, Tennessee and California.....talk about being adventurous!!!

7. What's one blog you read every day? Well, I haven't been able to keep up with blogging lately but I do enjoy following my sis-in-law's blog because they live across the country and it makes me feel like I'm right next door. I also enjoy Sandy's and Kathryn's because they are strong women of God and always delight me with a neat post, Jessica's because I've adopted her as my twin and I love how she makes me smile and one more would be Katie's because she's also expecting a little girl and like me, she's very detailed with her pregnancy posts! There are a few others I truly enjoy!

8. Peanut butter or Nutella? I've never had Nutella...but I hear it's pretty good. I do like peanut butter..especially on toasted bread with jelly! Yum!

Now it's your turn:D

The Things That Happen When You're Pregnant!

2010-03-13T08:52:00.000-08:00

With our pregnancy almost coming to end I sit back and go down memory lane. We've made it a goal to fully enjoy our pregnancy and this is a snapshot of the wonderful journey the Lord had taken us on. This is a recollection of times when I would stop and say.."so this is what it feels like to be pregnant?" Most of them if not all are times when my husband and I had a good laugh and truly cherish. Who says pregnancy is all about aches, morning sickness and memory loss? You can find the goodness in life as long as you're willing to take a closer look:D Hope you enjoy...maybe you can relate to some of these!

Buckle your seat belts...here we go...

You know you're pregnant when:

They tried to warn us that this could turn into baby making....funny thing is...we were already pregnant in this pic and didn't even know it...we we're about a week.

You must take not one, not too, not three but four (maybe 5,6,7...) pregnancy tests to proof it....even though one was more than enough for you're husband!

You start practicing holding other people's kids and wonder what it will feel like to hold your very own.

You start to get more packages in the mail all of a sudden...so much fun!

You become adventurous and want to experience the world!

You somehow need more space in your closet all of a sudden!

You might even reconsider things a bit and end up relocating.

Any sign of growth on the belly..even if it's a tiny bit means the world to you. Weight gain is now something we long to see.

Certain foods become your ultimate obsession and a must have even if it means having your husband drive around late at night to find them.

You realize that if you're hungry...you're HUNGRY and you do things you never really do like fast food especially when you order a kids meal hahaha! Boy did I feel like a kid all over again.

You start to see visions...either people come back to life or you back in the past.

Your husband's hunting skills are awakened.

Life becomes more practical.

The cry of a baby become music to your ears..it's actually cute!

You become a kid yourself and use your imagination alot more to become part of a great adventure.

You even see children with their very own babies.

Overdoing it is understimated...you splurge and enjoy it even if you're stomach is not going to be too happy.

You start to have child-like thoughts running through your head.

Greasy food is even less attractive now.

You now get the priviledge of special titles.

There now appear to be gifts for someone else underneath the tree?

Holding your belly is now the thing to do.

You want to be around others moms. So you can soak up all the great info. Now you fit right in!

Even loved ones join you and endulge in sinful behaviors...while everyone tells you it's totally ok.

Your special friends want to treat and pamper you something we don't mind.

People long to be around you and make you feel like a queen for a day!

You are caught smiling/laughing quit a bit..just can't contain the joy!

You want more of those awesome family recipes.

You get hit on the head and think it's so cute.

You become a teacher.

A writer.

A drawer.

You even find yourself pushing things around even if they're empty.

You're love for that special someone grows more intensed.

Music becomes an even bigger part of your life.

You like to see yourself glow.

You don't mind having bad hair days.

You keep running into the cutest kids ever.

Some become distant.

Some want to see what it feels like to be you.

Spending time with loved ones becomes even more meaningful.

Your Christmas presents consist of presents for a little someone else.

But you still get loved on.

You're willing to drink lots of sugar (3d ultrasound)

Your husband finds you beautiful in everything.

Some long to be in your shoes some day.

Those around you get creative and make you special things.

You even get creative and make some very delicious things.

You upgrade to accomodate your growing belly who's now taken up most of the room.

You start to see something in your hair...something you've never seen before(husband's)

Some things are left done half way done (my hubby offered to do the other side since it's hard for me to reach now but never got to hahaha!)

You become more determined and take on a good challenge.

You want others to also take time to laugh.

You like to be stuck in the middle.

A doze of extra loving doesn't hurt.

I hope you've enjoy the ride...our journey has been incredibly amazing..I am going to miss my belly but would rather have our baby girl in my arms so I'm really looking forward to meeting her in person very soon! God has truly blessed me with an awesome pregnancy...everything has gone liek it should and for that I thank Him every day! We will always be able to look back and relive this journey..the three of us!

God bless you my sweet friends<3

Three..A Number We Think of Often (Preg. Update)

2010-03-13T07:49:00.000-08:00

Three...a number we now think of often because we are in our third trimester and even more special.....it reminds us that our family will soon consists of three! Such an amazing feeling...lots of contemplating, meditating, reorganizing and praying going on! We want to make sure she will have a safe haven but most important one where she will feel God's presence and His love! We're also working on growing closer to the Lord so we can be good examples to her!

And now.....for a much anticipated update!

How far along? 37 weeks......only 22 days to go!!!

Total weight gain: Total weight gain so far = 22 lbs.

Maternity clothes? Yes...love wearing my maternity clothes..I even sectioned it off from the rest of my clothes so I could go right to it. I just can't stop looking at my belly in my cute tops! It's so amazing!

Sleep: We just got a bran new KING size bedroom set with a a fancy foam mattress and it's organic so I am sleeping like a baby now for the most part. I am getting up at least twice sometimes three times to go number one through out the night but I no longer wake up all stiff. Thank God for blessing us with our amazing bed! Problem is: we don't want to get up in the morning hahaha!

Best moment this week: Getting Karina's dresser, car seat and curtains all set up. Fixing up her room some more. It's almost complete and and it looks so beautiful! Going to the doc with my husband and seeing my husband and having him tell me he's thrilled because the doc said that if my contractions are 5-7 minutes apart..we need to hop in the car and get to the hospital. This really hit my husband and he says he's been longing to hear it! Also...getting our records from the doc's office and having them tell me that from now on they need to go with me everywhere...WOW!!! It's really happening and very soon!

Movement: Oh yes! She loves moving late at night...guess she's gonna be a night person like her momma! She also moves when she's hungry, when I sing to her and when her daddy talks to her....it's so cute! The other day I had an Acai smoothie mind you, an energizer, and the baby sure got energized cause she moved nonstop for about 5 hrs hahaha!

Gender: IT'S A GIRL!!!! Karina Rocio<3...and you know it's a girl when you have a pile of clothes from the babyshower!

Labor Signs: Lots of Braxton Hicks...my husband laughs cause he says I use medical terminology on him being that I was in the medical field:D I am feeling more pressure and shooting pain here and there....all good signs!

Belly Button in or out? I am definitely an outie. My little brother got to touch my belly button and he was so thrilled, he's never seen and outie..it was hilarious!

What I miss: Probably wearing my favorite jeans but I'm totally fine with that...I must rather have my princess!

Weekly Wisdom: It's amazing that you don't have to physically have the baby in your arms to feel and think like a mommy. I was a little stressed the other day and could tell I wasn't feeling good which led me to believe that it could possible affect the baby. I prayed and then decided that I needed to let it all go, not worry about such things and that my baby girl deserved a much more peaceful environment. So with the Lord's help I was able to overcome to let go and refocus on the amazing event that's about to take place in our lives...the birth of our miracle baby! I feel that she needs me to be strong, focused and I need to look out for her well-being always! So...moms, when life stresses you out, think about what and who truly matters. Your babies/kids need you!

Milestones: I got to see my colostrum....it was kind of a strange feeling for me in a good way if you can say. Really exciting but at the same time I had never seen anything come out of my breast. It def reminded me of how close we are to meeting her. Getting into to the doc's once a week now. Buying Karina a beautiful carseat and sling, working on my iron level and clothes shopping for the baby! Oh and I'm almost done packing our hospital bags..even daddy gets one and he's thrilled about that!

And now..for some belly shots! The first one is my most recent one:D

My Sweet Valentine

2010-02-13T09:51:00.000-08:00

My sweet friend Sandy shared a post about how her and her husband met and in honor of Valentine's Day I wanted to share how my husband and I met.

It all started one Wednesday evening on Feb. 2004 when I got home from church and started working on my Nutrition homework. I was living with my parents at the time in Orlando, Florida and was really focused on finishing up my required classes to get into the nursing program. Before I continue though I must share that a few months back I wanted to find pen pals since I love to write and learn about other culture. Well, the first website that popped up was Loveandseek.com a website for Christian singles. Little did I know that minutes after navigating through this foreign site..I would have a full profile picture and all. Not what I had in mind at all. God was definitely up to something. After about a few months of pretty much meeting people and going absolutely nowhere, I was determined to cancel my subscription and using the money wiser. But every time I tried something came up. Which brings us back to that famous Wednesday:D

As I tried to do homework..two different guys messaged me...I needed a break so decided to respond. Oh boy...that was quite an experience...one was all into his hair..I mean not one sentence from him without the phrase "my hair" lol...yes girls...there are guys very into themselves lol. The other guy was what you would call a gangsta...the type of of guy I had had grown out of. Hat to the side, pants held up with a belt and the language...ooooh boy the language lol. HUGE turnoff. I was beginning to think that maybe I logged into the wrong site. Right before I logged off though...this I noticed I got another message and said "now what?" As I look up at the screen, I see the sweetest smile I've ever seen in my entire life...it was captivating. He said a simple "hello" and that was enough for me. Not hair convos, no baggy pants lol...boy was I relieved. To make a long story short...we talked online for 2 hrs about everything. We shared our testimonies and quickly realized that we were both coming from he same path and were truly ready to do things right and to finally find "the one". We wanted something real! We felt very comfortable with each other very quickly and even gave each other pet names...Lollipop (he dedicated the 50's lollipop song to me so that was to be my nickname..he would sing this song to me all the time.) I nicknamed him Mr. Bubble Gum and he loved it. From there are we talked almost every day online until we moved on to phone calls. We maintained a strong long distance friendship. He was stationed in TN and I was living in FL. I can honestly tell you though that aside from his sweet smile...what truly got my heart was that he was in the military and was a strong Christian! I loved hearing about his awesome relationship with the Lord! It was very refreshing and it's what I was looking for in that special guy!
We remained friends for 4 months and finally met in person in May 2004...we've been inseparable since then:D

We laugh every time we share our love story because we never know what kind of reaction we're going to get since some people are either old-school or are afraid/hesitant with the whole meeting online thing. BUT this goes to show that God does work in mysterious ways and wanted it to happen this way! Funny is I say that God has a sense of humor cause my husband's from San Diego and I was raised in Orlando....completely opposites on the map..you can actually draw a straight line across..nothing is impossible for our Lord! He is the one I longed to meet for so long..that faceless shadow I saw in my mind as I envisioned my wedding day. This love story has in existence for 5 yrs and 3 months and it's been an amazing journey. Manuel changed my life the day we met online. I can't remember my life before him and don't want to...he makes me laugh every day! It hasn't always been easy but the Lord's hand has been upon us guiding our every step. Together we've accomplished our dreams, our goals, experienced many firsts, battled many trials, enjoyed our many blessings and most important..have grown closer to the Lord! And now....we are about to embark in a whole new journey...the amazing journey of parenting which we are so excited and eager to begin! I pray we remain together until the Lord calls us home. We hope to go home together and walk through the gates of Heaven holding each other's hand!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S MY SWEET FRIENDS AND FAMILY<3 Love YOU lots!!!!!

God's Pharmacy

2010-02-02T09:55:00.000-08:00

I came accross this article and thought it was so neat......

It's been said that God first separated the salt water from the fresh, made dry land, planted a garden, made animals and fish... all before making a human. He made and provided what we'd need before we were born. These are best & more powerful when eaten raw. We're such slow learners...

God left us a great clue as to what foods help what part of our body!
God's Pharmacy! Amazing!

A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye. The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye... and YES, science now shows carrots greatly enhance blood flow to and function of the eyes.

A Tomato has four chambers and is red. The heart has four chambers and is red. All of the research shows tomatoes are loaded with lycopine and are indeed pure heart and blood food..

Grapes hang in a cluster that has the shape of the heart. Each grape looks like a blood cell and all of the research today shows grapes are also profound heart and blood vitalizing food.

A Walnut looks like a little brain, a left and right hemisphere, upper cerebrums and lower cerebellums. Even the wrinkles or folds on the nut are just like the neo-cortex. We now know walnuts help develop more than three (3) dozen neuron-transmitters for brain function.

Kidney Beans actually heal and help maintain kidney function and yes, they look exactly like the human kidneys.

Celery, Bok Choy, Rhubarb and many more look just like bones. These foods specifically target bone strength. Bones are 23% sodium and these foods are 23% sodium. If you don't have enough sodium in your diet, the body pulls it from the bones, thus making them weak. These foods replenish the skeletal needs of the body.
Avocados, Eggplant and Pears target the health and function of the womb and cervix of the female - they look just like these organs. Today's research shows that when a woman eats one avocado a week, it balances hormones, sheds unwanted birth weight, and prevents cervical cancers. And how profound is this? It takes exactly nine (9) months to grow an avocado from blossom to ripened fruit. There are over 14,000 photolytic chemical constituents of nutrition in each one of these foods (modern science has only studied and named about 141 of them).

Figs are full of seeds and hang in twos when they grow. Figs increase the mobility of male sperm and increase the numbers of Sperm as well to overcome male sterility.
Sweet Potatoes look like the pancreas and actually balance the glycemic index of diabetics.

Olives assist the health and function of the ovaries
Oranges, Grapefruits, and other Citrus fruits look just like the mammary glands of the female and actually assist the health of the breasts and the movement of lymph in and out of the breasts.

Onions look like the body's cells. Today's research shows onions help clear waste materials from all of the body cells. They even produce tears which wash the epithelial layers of the eyes. A working companion, Garlic, also helps eliminate waste materials and dangerous free radicals from the body.

AMAZING HUH?

My 30th birthday was very SWEET!!!

2010-01-31T09:43:00.000-08:00

As of Jan 13, 2010...I've been 30 yrs old. I know many people would rather not share their age but I've never had a problem with it. I will tell you that leaving my 20's wasn't easy..especially when you have a husband who kept saying, "this is your last shower in the 20's" or "this is the last meal you're gonna eat in your 20's" hahaha! I don't take it personal though because he's such a jokester and I love him for who he is! Besides....it gave me the pleasure of reminding him that he too is 30 hahaha!My 30th year will also be a sweet because I will be given the gift of motherhood! I can honestly say that I feel young at heart...do not feel my age at all..that's what keeps you young forever!

Since my hubby had to work on my birthday, he surprised me a couple days before with an invitation to a restaurant I always wanted to eat at...THE MELTING POT!!! I had heard so many good things! Well, I was so excited to go on my birthday dinner date! I had such an amazing time. For those of you who haven't gone...let me tell you that it is a little pricey but it's very worth it.

***The Melting Pot Experience***

When we got seated I was greeted by a birthday card...see what it says? (signed by all the waitresses/waiters)

My 30th

With baby girl in my belly...made it even more special

Our waitress came in a melting our delicious cheese fondue:

Some things to dip into our cheese:

Then comes in the main course and the waitress starts up the olive oil fondue so we can fry our meats and veggies which you can dip inbatter and then into sauce...you get to cook your own food...so much fun!

Mine:

His:

My hubby frying the items for us since my arms were too short to reach:

Then...are you ready? They brought in DESSERT!!!! Chocolate caramel fondue:

All the wonderful items we could dip...some were even good on their own:

I truly thank God for blessing me with such an amazing husband! He is more that I ever imagined and he continues to amaze me. I felt very, very special!

Not Only Do I Love Butterflies but.....

2010-01-31T09:21:00.000-08:00

As most of you know..we are expecting our beautiful baby girl in April. I am really looking forward to being a mommy! A few posts ago, I shared what Karina's nursery room theme was...a butterfly garden and why I chose this theme. I totally love butterflies and realize that not only do I love them but God had very special reasons for creating them! As I surfed the net I came across this beautiful page that only made me appreciate God's creation even more and the miracle of the butterfly. I think it's incredible:D I wanted to share it with you so you too can better appreciate all the beauty we have around and realize that God wants to show us His great desire for us to be transformed and pure! Enjoy!

BUTTERFLIES
God's Flying Flowers
Jesus created the earth and all that is in it. His universe is remarkable in its complexity and beauty of design. Much of it is strange and we could ask, "Why did He do it this way?"
The butterflies are one of His especially beautiful creations. The more we study them the more we see the wisdom, power, and abilities of Jesus the Creator and Designer.

LIFECYCLE:
When Jesus created the world he created all life as mature. He did not create seeds and then plant them. He created mature plants who produced seeds to reproduce other plants like itself. He did the same with all of life on the earth including animals and insects. Jesus created mature butterflies who mated and laid eggs. These then hatched out into little butterflies. (Of course we know better for the eggs hatched into little caterpillars, but if the so called science of the world is true the eggs would have to hatch butterflies.) That butterfly eggs would hatch into caterpillars is strange, amazing, astonishing, miraculous, surprising and wonderful. For if you plant a seed the plant that comes up is like the plant the seed came from. Fish eggs hatch into little fish. When you were conceived in your mother’s womb you started out as an egg that developed into the human being you are, not into a caterpillar. Yet it is strange but true that it pleased the Creator to make butterfly eggs hatch into caterpillars.
The caterpillars live off the leaves of plants. As they grow they shed their skin several times growing up to 30,000 times in size. Finally they take a nap for a week or two and wake up as butterflies. During the nap time most of the organs and other tissues of the caterpillar break down, turning into a semiliquid. From this material are formed the wings, legs, and other parts of the adult. At last the adult is ready to wake up and become a butterfly or moth. This is a most unusual life cycle, yet it was the Creator’s pleasure to cause caterpillars to turn into butterflies through this remarkable process.

CONTRAST BETWEEN THE LIFE OF THE CATERPILLAR AND BUTTERFLY:
Caterpillars eat plants while most butterflies drink the nectar of flowers. Those that live for several months also eat pollen and other foods. This requires a change in how they eat for the caterpillar has a mouth to bit off pieces of leaves and push it into his body, while butterflies have a long slender sucking tube. When the tube is not in use it is coiled up like a delicate watch spring. By uncoiling the tube butterflies probe deep into the flowers and suck up the nectar. Also, this change in food requires a change in digestion.
Caterpillars crawl to move around. Their body consists of a head followed by 12 or 13 segments. Like all insects, it also has three pairs of permanent or "true" legs--one pair on each of the first three segments directly behind the head. These true legs are usually hard, jointed, and tipped with tiny claws. To support the rest of its long body, the caterpillar also has from two to five pairs of soft, thick prolegs that disappear when it changes into a moth or butterfly. Some caterpillars are covered with hairs and others have a bare skin.
Butterflies have three legs and three body sections and they fly. Their wings and certain portions of their bodies are covered with a fine dust. Under a microscope the dust is seen to be made up of millions of finely ridged scales that are arranged in overlapping rows. Each scale has a tiny "stem" that fits into a cuplike socket. The beautiful colors and markings of the insect are due to the scales, which come in a remarkable variety of colors. Being able to fly requires a change in weight for caterpillars are too heavy to fly.
Caterpillars have six simple eyes and have poor eye sight, while butterflies have compound eyes with good eye sight.
The difference between caterpillars and butterflies is so great it is difficult to believe they are the same insect. The complex designs and life styles is proof there is a Designer who cheated them to be what He wanted them to be. It is impossible this could have happened by accident.
Butterflies do not have a common ancestor. Each type was created separately and each reproduced itself, so through the ages they have changed only slightly if at all. Butterflies and moths have the same life style, yet there is a great variation between the various butterflies and moths. In size they range from one fifth of an inch to ten inches across. They are of all colors and live in all types of climates and on all the continents except Antarctica. In some the male and female look completely different. In some the colors and patterns on top of the wing is completely different from that on the bottom of the wing. Many live on only one type of food and if they cannot find it they starve. And there is great variation in how, when and where they take their nap to turn from a caterpillar into a butterfly or moth.

METAMORPHOSIS
Metamorphosis is the scientific name for the change of an ungainly, crawling caterpillar into a delicate, flying butterfly. The word is from a Greek word meaning "transformed." Metamorphosis occurs not only in butterflies but also in thousands of insect and amphibian species.
Christians also go through a metamorphosis, a transformation. For a description of this process go to Metamorphosis. The Power of Jesus to Change Us Into the Likeness of His Image.

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God said, "Let the earth bring forth living creatures after their kind, cattle, creeping things, and animals of the earth after their kind," and it was so. God made the animals of the earth after their kind, and the cattle after their kind, and everything that creeps on the ground after its kind. God saw that it was good. Genesis 1:24,25 WEB

* I plan on somehow putting this up in Karina's nursery because I want her to be reminded of God's love and power to transform our lives each and every day!

Just A Little Sad But Very, Very Grateful!!!

2010-01-02T14:45:00.000-08:00

These past 3 months have been full of excitement! Every time I wake up I realize that I'm pregnant and I embrace it all over again! God has blessed us beyond measure and having my grandma right by my side during my pregnancy has been so sweet! She's always been like a mother to me. So nurturing, so caring, such a gentle demeanor but especially so loving! She's spent the night several times, played our card game,I even taught her how to play Uno which she enjoyed, we talked about her childhood and my dreams for my baby girl, laughed our socks off:D I've loved tucking her into bed and making sure she feels right at home,I enjoyed her sense of humor, I've given her her insulin shots and meds because I want her to be healthy, she's shared great recipes, we've made tamales, gone for walks, gone out for some ice cream and sometimes...we've just sat and enjoyed a great conversation about life. I was really looking forward to coming to Florida because not only would I see my parents and siblings but I knew my grandma was waiting for us with open arms! She's been staying with my parents here in Orlando, Fl for almost 5 months, she lives in Costa Rica which is where I'm from. You see...we wanted her here for a little while because my grandfather passed in Jan 2009 and she was getting depressed and lonely. The reason why I'm a little sad is because on Jan. 14 she heads back home and it will be hard to see her go. She does has a round trip to come back on May 5 to stay for a little bit...she wants to meet her great grandbaby Karina:D I would love for her to live here permanently but she also has her life back in Costa Rica along with other children whom she misses. I pray that while she's over there, she is taken care of. That she doesn't sleep all by herself in a big empty house like she was and but most important that she feels God's love and protection. I also pray for her health, that she's able to get back on a plane and come see us again. She has diabetes, takes thyroid meds, high cholesterol and has polyps in her colon which cause her a great deal of pain. Regardless of her illnesses, she always keeps a smile on her face..something that amazes me! Even though I'm sad that she's living, I am very grateful because they Lord has blessed us with beautiful moments together. She was here when we found out the sex of our baby..ahhhh the joy on her face was such a beautiful sight! She was here for Thanksgiving, for my sister's wedding reception, for Christmas, New Years, my sister's bridal shower and for my nephew's 1st birthday. My mom would always tell us that we can't have it all in life meaning that we can't be selfish and must be grateful for what we do have. I want to thank the Lord for these amazing 5 months with my grandmother. I will never forget them! Every time I will look back and remember my pregnancy..I will remember these special memories with my grandma. I pray that she's with us for a long time! I've learned to truly make the best of every situation and enjoy every minute of my life! If you can, would you remember my grandma Cecilia in your prayers? I know God will hear them!

Here are a few pictures of the many we took together throughout the 5 months...

Such a beautiful woman!

Having our delicious ice cream!

So happy to have her here for my pregnancy!

She bought Karina a beautiful car seat! She's blessed us so much!

Here she was helping me organize some of Karina's clothes!

I totally love that beautiful smile!

One of our many meals together at our house!

Making her part of my pregnancy has been so special to me!

I LOVE YOU Abuelita...you are my angel!!!! God bless you and protect you always:D You've taught me so much and now I get to teach it to my children. You are a Proverbs 31! Can't wait to have you here again Lord-willing!

A Lil Bit On The Pregnancy!

2010-01-02T11:05:00.000-08:00

Some of you have brought to my attention that I've been a little behind on keeping you updated on my pregnancy. I am so sorry..there's been lots going on around here but all good stuff:D Thank you for wanting to know how out little girl is doing..it means alot to me!

Well, last Monday we had our 3d but Karina was comfortably tucked in a corner on my lower left pelvic area where she's loving having her face up against her mommy's oh so warm uterus. So we couldn't really get good shots but we got some footage. We discovered that she LOVES to hold her hands, she's fascinated with them and that she totally loves to suck her thumb..it's sooo cute to see! She actually had 3 fingers in her mouth at one time with pinky sticking out hahaha! She's a girly girl and always has her hands on or around her face. She's weighing in a little over 2 lbs and is showing up 6 days ahead! I also got my one hr glucose test done and no call means good results! This Monday we'll have a second 3D done at no cost since the first one was not the best...so we'll be blessed with two 3d's for the price of one..PRAISE GOD!!!

Here is my 5 month belly shot...I'll be 6 months tomorrow so I'll have that one soon!

My belly is growing slowly but surely..some days it looks even bigger:D Thanx for all your prayers, support and good wishes! Please know that I am glad we "met" and hope that 2010 brings us even "closer"!!!

HUGS<3

A Walk Down Memory Lane (Survey)

2010-01-02T10:23:00.000-08:00

1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?
Conceived our beautiful baby girl and went on a mission's trip to an orphanage with my husband!

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

My one goal is always to get close to God and become more and more the Proverbs 31 I desire to be. It's always work in proccress but that's part of the journey where I see God's hand at work!

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

Yes! I was blessed with a beautiful nephew Isaiah and niece Isabella. So many wonderful women around me had babies! It was awesome!

4. Did anyone close to you die?

Yes, my grandfather whom I miss everyday, my beautiful aunt and two amazing women of God who were very mother like to me.

5. What countries did you visit?

Mexico

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you didn't have in 2009?

Our baby girl in our arms, more godly wisdom and my brother close by

7. What dates from 2009 will be etched upon your memory, and why?

Jan 9 the day I witnessed "life"...the birth of my nephew
Jan 19 ..the last day I saw my grandfather alive
July 27 the day we found out we were expecting...what a glorious day!

8. What was your biggest achievement of this year?

Serving/obeying the Lord as we went on our missions trip and we put our complete trust in Him to protect us and provide for us also witnessing a miracle right before my eyes...our pregnancy!

9. What was your biggest failure?

Can't think of a specific one

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

No..praise God!

11. What was the best thing you bought?

A car...we really needed it here in Orlando

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?

My husband earned alot of brownie points:D

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
????

14. Where did most your money go?

Towards the move across the country..God provided every cent!

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

Being pregnant!!!!!! Gives me chills just to relive that moment in time in my mind when I found out I was going to be a mommy!

16. What song will always remind you of 2009?

Shadowfeet by Brooke Frasier and Big Enough by Ayeisha Woods

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: a) happier or sadder? b) thinner or fatter? c) richer or poorer?

a. happier
b. fatter with my beautiful growing belly
c. richer in blessings

18. What do you wish you'd done more of

read my bible.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?

maybe be online so much lol.... but it's hard to stay away from those you love and are miles away

20. How did you spend Christmas?

with my amazing family...we were 17 total including family from Houston and my grandma...hadn't spend a Christmas with her since I was 11

21. Did you fall in love with 2009?

YES! Every time I spend time alone with my God I fall more in love with Him, With my wonderful husband who never ceases to amaze me and our baby girl Karina Rocio and falling more and more in love with her each day!

22. What was your favorite TV program?

Amazing Race
Biggest Loser
The Office
Hell's Kitchen
American Idol
A Baby Story
Challenge

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

No...I don't hate

24. What was the best book you read?

The Bible is my all time favorite especially verses such as Psalm 91 and A Woman After God's Heart...what an amazing book!

25. What was your greatest musical discovery?

Marcela Gandara...her song "Un Viaje Largo" ( A long journey) is a song I dedicate to our baby girl...it always brings me to tears and Samuel Hernandez's song "Aun no se an ido" (they haven't left) a song I dedicated to my grandfather who passed

26. What did you want and get?

my baby, to be closer to my family

27. What did you want and not get?

vacation to Europe but Lord-willing we will go

28. What was your favorite film of 2009?

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

Had one of the best birthdays ever..it was in Costa Rica, even though my grandfather was about to die, he wanted me to have a birthday party so he gave my grandma money and told her to through me a birthday party. The last bday I had in Costa Rica was my 8th so it was special. Once everyone left, I went and sat right next to my grandfather and told him all about my wonderful birthday. I thanked him for making it happen! The only thing I would have changed is I would have loved to see him get out of bed and join us. But I know that he could hear us and smiled! I also had my husband, my mom, and my godfather all the way from Australia there!

30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
To have my grandfather here with us but I know that it was his time to go and now he's pain free and very happy

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept of 2009?

Cute yet comfy, layered, more accessories and a variety of eye shadows

32. What kept you sane?

My God!

33. What political issue stirred you the most?

Don't know

34. Who did you miss?

My grandfather and my uncle who passed in 2005

35. Who was the best new person you met?

Lisa M. - we are convinced that God brought us together for many reasons. We always seem to be going at it together, we can understand each other on many levels. God sent me an angel through her! One of the sweetest people I know! Miss you amiga!

36. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009.

When God tells us to "go" we can't look around, we must keep our eyes focused on Him and faithfully obey His calling. We can totally trust Him to protects us and provide. God keeps His promises..He is faithful and full of integrity! Last, to cherish "life" because we can loose it anytime. To live each minute for God!

2009 Is Almost Here...It's Amazing What A Year

2009-12-28T14:39:00.000-08:00

While I sit and meditate about how fast the year is coming to an end I realize that it's been quite an interesting year. Probably one of a kind for me. While many painful tears were shed, much joy was also felt. It's been year the Lord has used to teach me many valuable things such as the importance of taking time to love those around you and never given up on the Lord and His promises. The most beautiful thing is that in the joy and in the pain the Lord was always there and was glorified. I would like to give you a little glimpse of what 2009 has been for me.....

* Had to give up my favorite dog..yes I cried lol
* Tried to fly to Florida for free through the military but plan was cancelled so we purchased last minute tickets....crazy but worth it!
* Witnessed the birth of my beautiful nephew Isaiah..what an amazing experience!
* Flew to Costa Rica with my mom and my husband to help care for my grandfather who was very ill
* Had my birthday party in Costa Rica..last birthday over there was when I turned 8
* My beautiful grandfather died and I was the last person he saw alive
* I am asked to join the Women's Ministry Leadership team and I go on my first retreat with them
* We purchased another dog
* I get a little part time job working for My best friend
* Iris - an amazing friend and woman of God dies
* Rode a horse again..last time was when I was 8 with my grandfather
* Attend women's retreat through church
* Started piano lessons....so much fun!
* Started to blog and love it since then:D
* Had a heart-to-heart with one of my best friends not an easy thing to do but it was God's will
* Had some of the children from the Watoto children's choir stay with us..what a blessing. These are orphans who love the Lord!
* My husband and I go on our first missions trip together to an orphanage in Mexico!
* Found out we had family on both sides close by
* Ministered to my husband's cousin who was bedridden at the hospital through her pregnancy
* My husband gets a motorcycle
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* My wonderful aunt Roxana died she was only 55:(
* My youngest brother Jimmy graduates high school
* Get news that my husband is being transferred
* My good friend's baby girl Gabriela Isabelle is born to Ani and Victor
* Josiah Nathaniel is born to Erin and Nathan
* Cassidy is born to Stephanie and Clint
* Start teaching a devotional class at church
* Daniel and Emily are born to Lupita and Daniel
* Go to one of our favorite cities..Monterey, CA and have our candy apple
* Carmelina - another amazing woman of God and great friend dies
* Kathi - a great servant of the Lord dies
* Madison Jane is born to Anne and her husband
* My husband starts getting checked by the urologist
* My cousin Marcela finds out she's pregnant with Paula Roxana!
* Found out my cousin's wife Tatiana is expecting Mathias!
* My beautiful niece Isabella Grace is born to Veronica and Tim
* We're invited to our first 80's prom party....so much fun!
* Found out we were PREGNANT!!!!
* Went to Pismo Beach, CA for the first time and had Splash Mountain Cafe clam chowder for the first time....sooo good!
* My cousin Derrick joins the Army
* My brother in law Mark joins the Army
* Decorated for a 50's event at church
* My grandma arrives in Florida to be with my family
* went camping with our friends from church
* Join MOPS group for the first time..yeah!
* My friends Carla, Marlene, Yamileth, Shey, Anaiz, Petra, Brenda and Mayra find out that they're expecting in 2010!!!!
* Find out my husband's cousin Jackie us expecting her second baby...a boy!
* My husband feels that it's the Lord's will to get out of Army and we decide to move to Florida
* Jaclyn Grace born to Stephanie and husband
* Found our Anna and Corey are expecting Brookelyn Shae
* Become godparents to 4 beautiful children and attend their dedication
* My good friend Jennifer's husband dies
* Had our beautiful babyshower!
* Fly to Orlando we move across the country!
* Get apartment, phones, car and job (husband) all in one week...so blessed!
* We find out we're having a baby GIRL!!!
* Hadassah is born to Natalie and Dan
* Andy is born to Kelly and Noi
* Made the Thanksgiving turkey for the entire family for the first time
* Attend my friend Priscilla's wedding
* My friend Margarita gets engaged and she wants me to the a witness
* My sister and her hubby have their wedding reception and I get to decorate
* My husband registers for college and he's now all ready to go!
*Find out my cousin Gabriel and his wife are expecting their first baby August 2010!
* Have our first 3D Ultrasound!

As you can see...it's been an action packed year and these are just the highlights. Did you noticed all the ladies who had and are having babies??? Incredible! I love it! God has been very active in our lives and even in the midst of our trials..He remained faithful and was glorified! I don't know what all 2010 holds but one thing I do know is that as long as our eyes remain fixed on the Lord...I will always be in His will and He will take good care of us! We look forward to 2010 because we're going to make every effort to make God the center of it and because we will get to hold our baby girl in our arms for the first time in April Lord-willing!!! I hope you had an adventurous 2009 and are now looking forward to 2010 and all it's BLESSINGS!!!

Pregnancy update....Third Trimester Here We Come!!!

2009-12-13T17:23:00.000-08:00

Time for another update on my pregnancy. I am feeling great and I'm loving my belly! "Life" is such a precious miracle..it still blows me away how a little person can be grow inside of me and that soon she's going to be here and be a person capable of making a difference in this world..something that honestly she's doing already because God is being glorified through this miracle! Thanx, my bloggy friends, for taking the time to visit my blog, for your good wishes and your countless prayers! I am def. going to try to blog more. Stay tuned for more....

How far along? 26 weeks today...14 weeks to go!!! We are now in the double digits:D

Total weight gain: 12 lbs

Maternity clothes? My hubby blessed me with more maternity clothes for Christmas...another pair of jeans, a black skirt and a pair of comfy pants...my sis-in-law Veronica gave me an amazing top for Christmas!

Sleep: Huh....things have changed a little since last update in this department. I still get up to empty my bladder but now I get up a second time...hungry..yes..I get up hungry or may I say..Karina's hungry so I can't sleep lol. I've been getting up around 4am to grab a small snack. I think it's cute and preparing for her early feeds... I'm glad I'm adjusting early!

Best moment this week: 3 days ago my husband felt our baby girl move for the first time..he was thrilled. If he hugs me as we sleep and has his arm around my waist she "kicks" or "hi 5's" her daddy:D She also loves every time she hear his voice..it gets me teary cause it's so special! Tomorrow we'll have our 3D ultrasound...can't wait to see her even better!!!

Movement: Oh YES! She's definitely moving alot now. She loves to move at night when I go to bed and in the morning when I wake up. Not sure if she's going to be a morning or night person but something tells me she's gonna be like her daddy..a morning person:D

Gender: Last time we saw her the tech said that she's definitely a girl!!!

Labor Signs: None...I do need to read up on Braxton Hicks so I know when these come around.

Belly Button in or out? It's making it's way out..it cracks me up!

What I miss: prob wearing my fav jeans but that's totally fine because I have my baby girl in my belly and those jeans will be worn again Lord-willing!

Weekly Wisdom: I'm realizing that we should start working on her nursery come Jan. time's gonna fly. I also need to seek God more because I want to be a good example to her. We need to pray and ask God to guide us to the right church so we can get plugged in and give her that foundation from day one!

Milestones: Entering my third and LAST trimester...yeah!!! My husband feeling his baby girl move!

Leave It All Before His Throne....I did and found freedom!

2009-12-10T09:10:00.001-08:00

About a year ago, I was sitting down doing my devotional and quickly realized that God was really trying to get through me. I had no idea how heavy my heart felt while dealing with infertility and other issues such as the news that my grandfather's health going downhill quickly. The entire devotional that day was dealing with my heart on a personal level. I tried to continue reading but couldn't do it anymore...I broke down. I couldn't stop sobbing, I was feeling overwhelmed, fatigued, everything seemed like a big blur. It's always harder to move forward when the future is unknown huh? But I realized that I had done all I could on my part to be strong and that now God wanted me to fully surrender to HIM! Honestly, many times I felt that I couldn't do much to alleviate the situations..all I could really do was pray, trust God and be still. God decided to have a heart-to-heart with me that day. I closed my devotional book and poured out my heart to God....I was completely transparent with Him. I was real and held nothing back. Boy did I sobbed that day. I pretty much bowed before His throne and surrender everything to Him. I knew this is was He wanted from me because many a times I had no control over situations I was "trying" to fix on my own. After about an hour and a half of nonstop praying/sobbing I felt the kinda of peace I felt the day I rededicated my life to Christ..the kind of peace only the Lord Almighty can give. I literally felt the weight being taken off my shoulders and I was once again able to breath a breath of fresh air. I felt like a brand new person ready to conquer the world. God filled my thoughts with beautiful scripture and filled me once again with strength and hope to move forward! Funny thing is....all this happened while my husband was mowing the lawn in the backyard. God took care of the loud lawnmower and my husband didn't even noticed. It was just God and I......every else became a blur. I knew that everything would be ok and that God would begin to do great things. BEAUTIFUL!!!!

Later on that day as I washed dishes, I felt the need to look out the window and couldn't believe my eyes.....all the way by the back fence was a beautiful pink flower...one I'd never seen there before. I quickly asked my husband if he had planted any seeds back there and he said no. I pointed out the flower to him and he couldn't believe his eyes. I then looked at him with a big smile and said, "I know who put it there...God..babe..God is with us and everything will be ok". He smiled and agreed. I was so amazed that I couldn't stop admiring the flower from the distance. I starred at it through the window and smiled through my tears because I knew that this was God's way of letting me know that He was right by my side no matter what! As I continued to contemplate on it I told myself, "maybe this is God's way of letting me know that He's going to bless us with the baby we've been praying for , the way He blessed Hannah and that our baby will be a baby girl!!! And now, a year later, I am carrying the baby He so lovingly promised us......a baby GIRL! It gives me the chills to see His Majesty, His Power and His desire to fulfill our dreams!

I want you to know that:

* God hears your cry and truly cares

* God has great plans for your life

*If you surrender EVERYTHING and I mean every bit of you to Him....amazing things will begin to happen

* God is always there...you just have to take the time to see Him

*No one can take away the special encounters you have with our Lord...they are real and they are yours to keep forever!

* God honors humility and honesty..."the weak will become strong"

*God created you and knows you like no one else ever will....He knows what makes you happy!

This is what I saw through my window:

This is my precious pink flower from God in all her beauty:

(She wanted to sleep and the tech kept waking her up)

(She kept covering her eyes hahaha)

(look at my hand)

NEVER STOP BELIEVING, NEVER GIVE UP, KEEP YOUR EYES FIXED ON THE LORD AND HE WILL SEE YOU THROUGH!!!!!

"Merry Christmas" has a new meaning to me!

2009-12-04T13:42:00.000-08:00

This past Wednesday, my hubby took me out on a date where he delighted me with a dinner at Cracker Barrel and then blessed me with tickets to Chris Tomlin's Glory In the Highest Christmas tour with Orlando being his opening night! I was thrilled:D If he happens to be in your town or nearby..make sure to try to make this concert..it was unbelievable! You can feel the Holy Spirit in the room! We worshipped our Savior the entire time not only through worship but also through a wonderful message that Louie Giglio shared. It has made such a big impact on my life that I wanted to share some of it with you hoping that you too are blessed by it!

Louie came out with a present that was unwrapped by someone in the audience and out came something most of us are family with...a Bible. Louie then said that he was holding in his hand the greatest story ever told...the birth of Jesus Christ. I think I speak for most people there that I thought we were going to hear the story we hear every Christmas, the story read in many homes, heard in many churches but boy were we in for quite a surprise!

*He said that after years and years of complete silence after God created the world the people must have thought one of three things....one...God is dead, two..God is mad..or three...Go has nothing else to say. BUT He did have something to say and that was JESUS!

*God broke the silence with a baby's cry. A human flesh and bone like you and I. He also said that God used a baby's cry because He knew that His people were weeping, broken, lonely, hopeless.

* God chose His Son's entrance in a unique way...He could have came in all His glory and might announcing His Son but instead his Son was born in a cold cave, to two lonely people who had been ridiculed by the bizarre story they shared, away from home and from the warmth and support of their family, and on tax day to top it off. Not a good day but God chose this very same day to send His and Only Son!

* Jesus came to hurting world, a world full of issues. We all have them, insecurities, failed marriages, hurtful pasts, addictions, broken relationships, betrayal, rebellious children, infertility, poverty, illnesses, loneliness, depression, doubt, abuse, abandonment, and the list goes on and on. We all have them...we live in a fallen world.

*Jesus came to reconcile, to set free, to mend, to fix, to comfort, to heal, to protect, to revive.

*Jesus is the PERFECT GIFT, God's answer to this hurting world. He is CHRISTmas!

So next time someone says: "what can I do to feel better?" you say MERRY CHRISTMAS! We might think of baby Jesus as an innocent child but He is powerful to save, He is our only hope, the only way or mighty Savior!

If you are hurting please know that the first step is to realize that Christmas is not about the presents, about the tree, the lights, not even about family...it's about Jesus!

*God doesn't say: "Here's my address see if you can find it". He says, "I know your address and I want to move in" AMAZING!!!!

If you don't know this Savior that I'm talking about please let me know and we can pray! If you know Him but "life" has taken you away from Him please know that it's never too late to start over! God is never too busy to answer our cry for help! It breaks my heart to see who we run around "hopeless" when God is just a prayer away. I pray that if there's anything you remember from my post is that MERRY CHRISTMAS = JESUS!!!

So.....MERRY CHRISTMAS!

While we sang some of the some with Chris Tomlin I was so touched by the lyrics..these are songs we're sung probably 100 times over and over again but if you take the time to really look at the lyrics you realize that these songs were truly inspired by our God and reveal who Jesus is and why He came to us!

For example take... "O Holy Night"

Pregnancy Update

2009-11-19T15:37:00.000-08:00

I was checking out my bloggy friend Katie's blog, who I'm very happy to say is expecting a baby as well and found this very neat idea...a quick and great way to keep you guys updated so I thought I'd join in the fun:D

Here we go:

How far along? 20 weeks and 4 days....almost 5 months!!!

Total weight gain: I've gained approx. 7 lbs in 20 weeks....not bad, gaining weight at a very steady pace which is what they recommend.

Maternity clothes? I no longer fit into my regular jeans, the rubber bands kept popping so I gave that up..besides I really wanted to get into maternity clothes!Maternity clothes is very comfy..not zippers or buttons! I've found very cute tops..just need something nice for a few events coming up including my sister's wedding reception and the holidays off course!

Sleep: I'm actually alot sleepier during my 2nd trimester. No problem sleeping in..I do it every time I get the chance! I get up to use the restroom once mainly around 2-3am and fall right back to sleep. I do wake up with alot of body ache but sounds like it's part of being pregnant which I don't mind at all. It's all worth it:D I did bring out the extra pillows to help alleviate some of the pain.

Best moment this week: Starting our baby girl's scrapbook! I am putting alot of love into it and am still in awe that I finally get to make one for a child of my own! Also, checking out the crib bedding set that my awesome mom is working on..she's staying up til 3am working on it at times...she's amazing! It's looking so beautiful!

Movement: A few weeks ago, I would feel a lil something but didn't want to get ahead of myself. Honestly, I still don't know if that was the baby? Lately though I have been feeling like if they inflate a balloon inside my abdomen which puts pressure..like an empty feeling with a little discomfort...I keep saying it must be her moving in her, making room for her growing little body! Has anyone felt this sensation while pregnant? They describe in so many ways....

Gender: In case you missed my post...IT'S A GIRL!!!! Karina Rocio<3

Labor Signs: Not that I know of.....don't expect or want them til full term..that is our desire!

Belly Button in or out? Well...my mom keeps telling me that it will pop out not too far down the road. It's still in but I have noticed that it's getting there...not as hollow as it used to be...it's amazing what happens during pregnancy.

What I miss: The only thing I can think of is sleeping on my back. I didn't really like it until I got pregnant lol. Since I can only sleep on my sides, it hurts so sleeping on my back sounds so good. I do use a pillow behind me to give me some comfort. Honestly though...pain can be a very good thing when you've waited so long for a baby! It constantly reminds me of God's indescribable power!!!

Weekly Wisdom: I'm realizing more and more each day that we truly need to draw closer to the Lord. We need Him more now than ever because we have a little person coming soon whom the Lord will entrust to us and we need raise in a godly home. We need to strive to be godly and be good examples for her to follow.

Milestones: Finding out that the baby in my tummy is a precious little girl! It has to be one of the best moments in my life! My precious grandma (abuelita) bought Karina a very cute carseat and my mom got her a very cute bassinet! The nursery room is also starting to happen!

Nursery Theme

2009-11-13T12:03:00.000-08:00

Ever since I was a little girl, I knew I wanted to be a mommy! I loved playing house, where I enjoyed being the "mommy" and carried my "baby" in such a gentle way. I even named my dolls making them as human as possible because I longed to be a mother in my heart already. I've dreamed about it, talked about, written my poetry inspired by it and now it's such a reality in my life. I'm gonna be a mommy! I constantly look in the mirror and admire my beautiful baby bump..something I envisioned having while daydreaming. Being such a detailed person, I also knew exactly what I wanted for my first baby girl's nursery room. Right before we got pregnant I knew theme, color pattern, accesories and all.

Theme I've chosen is: Butterfly

It's going to be a butterfly garden with a Victorian touch..so me hahaha!

My decision came easy because I love butterflies but this love grew during a trip to Costa Rica, my birth country) where there's a huge variety of butterflies and you can easily find butterfly sactuaries. We were taken to one where you could see their coccoons and all. It was beautiful! As I walked around I felt a little tingle on my finger. When I looked down this is what I saw:

It was an experience out of this world. I looked at it closer and noticed that somehting was missing, it had a permanent injury. See the broken wing? Everything became a blur and for a minute it was just me and that butterfly when all of a sudden I felt the Lord telling me:

"look at this beautiful butterfly, look at it closely. This butterfly represents who you are to Me. This butterfly is beautiful, yet not perfect, it's missing part of it's wing which makes it impossible for it to fly like the others. I want you to be just like that. You are beautiful yet you are not perfect. You're not flawed, I just made you imperfect so that you would always need to depend on Me. I want to sustain you, to nourish you, to help you survive. Don't do life on your own, lean on Me. I'll be here to hold you and you will be ok!"

It was incredible! It all happened in what seemed liek seconds and it made an impact on me for life:D Some people are a little skeptical about "God talking like this to people" but let me tell you...it happened to me and I wouldn't change it for the world! Ever isnce that day, butterflies have a very special meaning to me! Because not only are they beautiful but they also have a very special meaning:

The Butterfly Christian Symbol represents and symbolizes the Resurrection. The butterfly has three phases during its life:

The caterpillar - The caterpillar which just eats symbolises normal earthly life where people are preoccupied with taking care of their physical needs.

The chrysalis or cocoon - The chrysalis or cocoon resembles the tomb.

The butterfly - The butterfly represents the resurrection into a glorious new life free of material restrictions.

It is the only animal that is transformed 100% from one animal to another....the way we should be transformed into a new person when we surrender our lives to Christ and ask Him to be our Savior!

I want Karina to know about Salvation, about a Savior named Jesus Christ and that only through Him and in Him she'll find eternal life. I want her to know this already. I'm praying for her Salvation as I carried her in my womb. It's such a joy for me to know that her due date April 4 is on Easter Sunday! To be honest with you..seeing the way God has worked in my life...it doesn't surprise me at all. God works in mysteriously beautiful ways:D

Here's a sneak peek at what I've chosen for her nursery:

My mom has gracious offered to make all the crib bedding and she wants me to help her so I can learn but also so Karina will cherish it even more knowing that her grandma and her mom made this for her with lots of love!

When I Say I'm A Christian

2009-11-13T11:47:00.000-08:00

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I am saved"
I'm whispering "I was lost"
That is why I chose this way.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
And need someone to be my guide.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And pray for strength to carry on.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And cannot ever pay the debt.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are all too visible,
But God believes I'm worth it.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I can still feel pain
I have my share of heartaches
Which is why I call upon His name.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I do not wish to judge.
I have no authority.
I only know I'm loved."

And Now For The BIG News......

2009-11-06T09:57:00.000-08:00

The day has arrived to finally share the great news with you guys!
Looks like most of you voted for a girl on the survey. In general, that was the main vote. I am so happy to finally be able to reveal the gender of our beautiful miracle baby! But first, let me share with you how we made this happen. Those of you who know me well, know that I like to think outside the box and be unique! So this time wasn't an exception....we really wanted to have fun and make it very memorable.

That afternoon, we got to my OB/GYN's and told the tech that we wanted to find out the sex of our baby but over dinner. So she old us to close our eyes. She put the picture of our baby revealing the sex and a piece of paper in an enveloped and sealed it. That night..we headed to Carrabas..an Italian restaurant that is very special for us because it's where we dined the day before Manuel proposed to me and where he told me he loved me for the first time! We had our dinner and quickly got to dessert. We then told the waitress our plan...she was to take the envelope to the back, read what was inside and bring out "the dessert". You see, we chose a dessert for a boy and one for a girl. She was thrilled to do this for us and wouldn't stop smiling:D A few minutes later..she makes her way to our table...our hearts were about to explode with excitement!By this time even the restaurant manager is on it and awaiting our reaction. She lays the covered tray on the table and takes the top off....WOW! This is defnitely going down as one of the best moments in history for us and we could totally do this all over again and again! We now knew who this little person was..it was incredible! I got teary, choked up and everything in between.

The next part of our plan was to reveal it to my parents. Off course this too had to be unique, memorable for all of us. So we headed to a Baskin Robins and purchased a cake...a rainbow cake so they would have to work a lil harder hahaha! We told them to write our baby's name on it with yellow frosting. While we waited..we called our family in San Diego to tell them the great news! We got to my parents where most of my family was anxiously waiting and revealed the news to them! It was so awesome to do this for them! You coudl see the joy in their faces. Let me tell you though...my mom was the cutest because all along she was outnumbered...and when she foudn out she was right..she kept jumping up and down sayin.."I told you, I told you..I knew it would be a...." Too cute! So let me safe you from the suspense and with great joy share with you what our miracle baby is:

We are having a.............

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Our beautiful Karina Rocio<3

which means "pure heavenly dew drops

she will be named Rocio after my husband's sister who passed at a very young age

So that's how it all happened and this is what it all looks like on camera:

(before we foudn out...the suspense was killing us hahaha)

(my hubby wanted to get my reaction...I had the nervous, excited giggles)

(We were so thrilled)

(One very happy mama)

(this was our wonderful waitress...she was the sweetest and thanked us for making her part of this special event)

(the proud daddy-to-be)

(this was the "girl" dessert..colorful)

(this would have been the "boy" dessert which we have to go back and try)

(Manuel raising the cake so no one would peek)

(Gradmas give the best hugs)

(Our baby's first cake)

(My mom knew it was a girl all along and kept starring at the cake)

(We couldn't stop smiling)

(Here is our baby girl's latest picture...she's kinda looking like her daddy<3)

Months 3 and 4 and Going On Strong!

2009-11-02T12:04:00.001-08:00

Like I've metioned, the Lord has blessed us with a neat trip every time we turn a month! On our third month we were able to go camping with our couples group from church to beautiful Bass Lake...about 40 minutes from our house in Fresno, CA. We had a blessed time of fellowship and good food! It was also a busy month for us because we started the packing to move to Florida and make all kinds of arrangements. Everything worked out and God provided. Here are a few pics of that trip and my belly shot for the month 3:

Our 4th month also brought along a trip except this trip would be permanent. We were all set to finally make the move to Orlando, Florida....the 4 of us were to embark on a brand new journey...my husband, myself, our baby and the Lord!!! We asked Him to pack His bags and come along...can't live without Him!!! Getting reeady to move was bitter-sweet. We were so excited to be close to family but leaving our good friends, our beautiful house, fmaily in San Diego and amazing church was hard. We were also given an amazing babyshower by one of my best friends!She also treated me to a manucure! Boy did we feel special<3 Here are a few pics of that special day and my 4th belly shot:

(aren't these the cutest set of rubber duckies? It's a soldier and his princess...us! Thanx Cheryl..these are going on top of our next babyshower's cake)

(with my beautiful, delicious cake...it has chocolate covered strawberries and truffles..yum!)

(so blessed to have had all these wonderful people at our babyshower and in our lives)

(our baby's very first ornament from Tia Veronica! Sis..you also got us our very first ornament as a married couple remember?)

(we loved this onesie that my Sis-in-law Veronica got us...so true)

(This baby carriage was put together by our wonderful cousin Jackie n her hubby..isn't it one of the neatest things ever?)

I am back and feeling very blessed!

2009-10-30T11:38:00.000-07:00

Hello my dearest friends and family!

I pray my post finds you blessed! We made it safe and sound to Orlando, Florida and were sweetly welcomed by our family. The very next day we begin our search to settle in and God has been more than gracious! By that following frinday the Lord had blessed us with new cell phones, an apartment, a car a job for Manuel and the Lord has provided a very nice family to rent our house in California! We are simply amazed to see how God is so faithful! We knew that this would be a big change for us starting over but we also knew that God was in complete control and that we just needed to obey and allow Him to take care of all the details. He is more than faithful when you surrender to Him!

I want to take the time to thank you my bloggy friends for all your prayers and wonderful wishes during this time of change. God has heard them and has taken good care of us! Thank you for your love!!!

We are now enjoying our new home and settling in quiet well. Having our family close by is very sweet! We are still looking for a church so please keep us in your prayers that we find the church the Lord has for us! Oh and Lord-willing a week from today we'll find out what we're having, it will also be our 5th wedding anniversary that day!!!! We're so excited....we'll def let you know the big news!

Here are a few pics of the last days in California:

(Here with my mini me Niki...every time her mom says a friend is coming..she thinks it's me...she loves me!)

(our good friends Jen n Rico treated us to a dilicious dinner)

(I am pictured here with the wonderufl ladies from the Leadership Team of the Women's Ministry which I was part of....they also treated me to a delicious lunch)

(I am here with one of my very good friends Irene who is like a big sister to me)

And a few pictures of our first days in Florida:

(Our beautiful nephew Isaiah with my sis/his mom Irene)

(This little guy brings the fmaily so mich joy)

(I am here with my other sis Gaby who is so happy ti have me close again)

(My youngest brother Jimmy with my hubby Manuel....they are like brothers!)

(My mami is so happy to have us close again and is so excited to meet her grandbaby)

(I love my abuelita (grandma) so much..she's been an inspiration and has a huge heart)

(Isaiah is quite a character hahaha)

(We love this little guy so much..hadn't seen him since his birth)

(How bout them beautiful blue eyes and long eyelashes?!?!?)

Fresno, CA will always have a special place in our hearts! We do believe that God brought us here for reasons yet unseen. We are excited to see what Go dhas in store and are ready to be used for His glory!

God bless you my wonderful bloggy friends n family...you are a true blessing
Love,

The Reyes Family

MIA just for a bit...

2009-10-08T08:10:00.000-07:00

Hello my very sweet bloggy friends and family! Time to start our journey to Florida is getting closer. Wanted to let you know that today will be my last day with internet access until next friday. Just didn;t want you to think I disappeared hahaha. I will keep you guys posted once we arrive. THANK YOU for all your prayers, words of encouragement and good wishes! You guys are the BEST<3 Feel free to leave me comments..I promise I'll get to them:D I pray you are blessed this coming week.

Love lots,
Susan

A Sweet Blessing

2009-10-06T16:13:00.000-07:00

The other day I was dong my usual blogging and started checking out other blogs..I love to connect with others and make new bloggy friends so I always have a blast reading all these neat blog. I came accross a "BABY BLOG SAWP" and thought it was the neatest idea! It didn't take me long to enter my blog and soon after got an email from Kelly. I am so happy I joined! I was matched up with Brandy. She has a beautiful baby boy named Grayson:D I got to know her while reading through her blog. It's so neat when you take the time to get to know someone. I turly enjoyed shopping for her and her baby boy! I was so eager to bless them! She in return blessed me immensenly.

I waited with great anticipation for my package. Every time I saw a UPS truck I thought, "Ooohh is it for me, is it for me" hahaha! I was doing some cleaning when all of a sudden I heard the doorbell...I ran to the door and this is what I found at my door:

I coulnd't open it fast enough:

Brandy made this card for me...ins't it nice?

These were my goodie inside:

* A neat baby blanket with Sesame Street ABC's
* Matching blocks that her baby boy loves to play with and that Brandy thought our
would also love
* I even got a treat: Bath & Body Works P.S. I Love You Lotion and Body Wash..they
they smell so good!

This is the other side of the blanket...it's soooo soft..I want one for me:

THANK YOU so much Brandy for your sweetness and for blessing us! We totally love the gifts and will enjoy them lots!

~~ 2 Months ~~

2009-10-02T11:46:00.000-07:00

Ya might be thinking that I should be further along? YES..you are totally right. I am just a little behind on my blogging. We are already 3 month...3 months and 5 days to be exact but I wanted to share a little bit about our 2nd month and the doc's visit. It's been really neat because every time we've turned a month, we happen to be vacationing in a different place....all very beautiful and peaceful! It's becoming a tradition and it wasn't even planned that way...I call it a blessing! The first month we went to Pismo Beach and had a picnic right on the beach.

Four our second month we had the blessing of going down to San Diego and spending time with my husband's family whom we love off course! They made our celebration even more special..I'll have to fill you in on this one later;D Not only did we get to embrace our preggy belly but our family showered me with so much love and couldn't get enough of my belly themselves. It was even more special because we got to meet our beautiful niece Isabella for the first time. She was a delight!

I am the proud Tia of this beautiful princess Isabella Grace<3

Here she is with her proud mama cherishing every bit of time she has with her baby girl!

Since we will be accross the country for the rest of our pregnancy my siter-in-laws wanted to see me with my "belly" so we headed to the mall, to Motherhood to be exact and this is what they so desired to see:

I loved seeing all of the smiles and shining eyes as they witnessed a little glimplse of what the near future holds Lord-willing!

On the actual day, we went to church with my wonderful in-laws and sister-in-law and they blessed us 3 with a delicious Italian buffet for lunch....if you ever have the chance to visit San Diego ya have to stop at this restaurant it's fantabulous!!! *Don't remember the name...lol..preggy remember? But I can get it for you if you need it.

I even got an awesome treat hmmmmmm.....

My wonderful in-laws blessed me with a special gift...

Maternity clothes!!!! I was so excited and I truly appreciate what they've done for us!

My very sweet sis-in-law Veronica had so many blessings for us including this very hip maternity blouse..my very first one..YEAH! Oh and this wonderful Pregnancy journal that I truly enjoy filling out! Thanx Sis...you're super sweet<3

Every day that passes by....every pregnancy conversation...every gift makes it more and more real to us. We are truly amazed at God's infinite power and faithfulness to His promises!

See the button my Sis gave me... it's reads "Mommy-to-be" she passed it down to me and I will wear it with love at my babyshower in two weeks!

We were so thankful with the Lord for allowing us to share this time with our family! It was a blessing from above! Our baby will be surrounded by so much love and many primos (cousins) to play with who eargerly await it's arrival.

On our way home we just had to have the best frozen yogurt in the world....The Yogurt Mill...another place you have to visit...

I had the Strawberry and Peach Sherbert....The Best!!!

Even daddy-to-be joined in the fun:D

The day we went to the Mall in San Diego, my sweet husband blessed me with my very first maternity jeans! They are soooo comfortable! I might look tiny but that belly is growing beautifully:D

And now...my 2nd month doc visit:

I've talked abotu my wonderful Nurse Practioner...my Dawn! I finally got a picture of her and I wanted to share with you. She has been part of our journey to conception...a 3 yr journey and she's been AMAZING! When you are facing trying times where you need to hold on to the Lord and persevere...there's nothing sweeter than having a physician who truly cares by your side. My Dawn was the one who gave me the big news and I'm so glad she had the honor. throughtout our journey, she's held my hand, came in on her day off to do a procedure for us, took the time to educate us, geniunly looked in my eyes, shared my pain, gave me hope, cheered me on, and shared my joy when "We did it" as she says! She gave me a high five and a BIG hug! She truly cared:D I'm gonna miss my Dawn....I even told her to transfer to Florida where she had family hahaha! She's been a blessing from Above. Here she is.....my Dawn!

Last but certainly not least...our pride and joy....our beautiful baby:

Measuring right where it needs to be! With a heart rate of 167! YES....this doc visit was very, very special because for the first time we heard our baby's heart! It was truly amazing....definitely one of the best moments of my life..we both choked up and I got the giggles cause I was overwhelmed with joy!

"Hi everyone....I'm loving it in here but I can't wait to meet YOU"

It was the cutest thing ever...it moves like there's no tomorrow doing cart wheels, flips and it even has some very cool dance moves hahaha! Looks like it's going to love music like it's momma!

Thank you all who have been praying and continue to do so! This Tuesday we will be having our 3rd doc's visit and we're so excited to see our baby again. I can stare at that monitor all day long! I will continue to keep you posted on our progress! Please keep my cousins Marcela and Tatiana as well as my good friends Shey and Yamileth in your prayers...they are also expecting babies in 2010...back to back...it will be really cute to see our babies!

Love....The Reyes Trio<3

My 25 Firsts.....

2009-09-17T16:03:00.000-07:00

25 Firsts...
Jen at taleoftwocoins.blogspot.com did this survey and I enjoyed getting to know her....so here it goes......

"My 25 Firsts"

1. Who was your first prom date? ~ I only went to prom once, for my senior year, and my best friend Veronica and I decided to go together as friends since we had just gotten out of relationships. We had a blast!

2. Do you still talk to your first love? ~ All the time...my first love is Jesus Christ!!!

3. What was your first alcoholic drink? ~ I've never had alcohol, beer, wine nothing. It was something I chose not to do at a very young age. Never have and never will. It's a personal conviction and I stand behind it 100%.

4. What was your first job? ~ I worked my summer at a Private Industry Council program for teens since my 7th grade summer. We got paid $100 a week..not bad for a 14 yrs old huh? My first real job was at Walgreens as a cashier and then a photo tech...it was lots of fun!

5. What was your first car? ~ Oh boy...I was prob the only one on the road with a 1993 Pontiac Lehmans LOL. People always seemed amazed to see one still...it was my first car at 17..I wasn't too picky lol.

6. Who was the first person to text you today? My little sis Tati telling me she took she foreign language test. I prayed for her last night and I know she passed it!

7. Who was the first person you thought of this morning?~ My hubby, who forgot to put the alarm for work and was running late...he's not in trouble though lol.

8. Who was your first grade teacher? ~ Maestra Maria Isabel... in Costa Rica....boy was she strict but I liked structure...just wished she had a lil more of a sense of humor.

9. Where did you go on your first flight in a plane? ~ from Costa Rica to Orlando, Florida when we can to live for one yr. I was 2 yrs old and still remember some of it.

10. Who was your first best friend and do you still talk?~ Their names were Karen and Cindy in Kindergarten...no, they are back in Costa Rica. Haven't seen them since 2nd grade but my mom ran into Cindy's mom a couple months ago!

11. Where was your first sleepover? at my cousin Marcela's house...2 houses down...we would sleep in the same bed....boy would she kick but it was always fun!

12. Who was the first person you talked to today?~ My hubby as we laughed on the phone for getting away with murder with his tardiness lol...cause he's "Mr. Reyes" he says lol

13. Whose wedding were you in for the first time?~ my cousin's and his wife's, I walked along with my cousin Marcela holding her dress....there's a pic somewhere I need to get a hold of it and make a copy...Ii was about 5.

14. What was the first thing you did this morning?~ well, being pregnant you can almost guess and guess right...went number 1 lol......never fails:D

15. What was the first concert you went to? ~ Oh boy....ummmmmI went to see Jaci Velazquez and Plus One....it was awesome!!!

16. First tattoo? ~ Don't have any and never plan on getting one....again personal conviction.

17. First piercing? ~ My ears when I was 3 yrs old

18. First foreign country you went to?~ The USA..when I was 2

19. First movie you remember seeing?~ I know I saw others before this but I vividly remember seeing my first two movies in English....Alvin and the Chipmunks and Commando back in 1989..good movies!

20. What state did you first live in? ~ Florida

21. Who was your first room mate?~ My Chihuahua Bobby lol..he loved laying next to my feet as I did my homework....I lived with my parents until the day I got married so never had a real roommate.

22. When was your first detention?~ I only got like 2 but they were silly, for talking and it was in 11th...my friend and I both got one and we were let out like 5 minutes later lol. Told you it was silly...

23. Nancy didn't have a 23 but I'm going to add my own...
When was your first kiss?~ Summer of 7th grade...it was horrible lol...nothing like my hubby's kisses!

24. What are some things you would learn, given the chance? ~How to ballroom dance, how to bake and decorate really cool cakes, write great music, play the piano really good and the violin, sing with a beautiful voice, take amazing pictures of nature, Italian and improve my Portuguese! Get a Cricut and make amazing projects with it! Plant a beautiful rose garden so I can have beautiful roses to look at through my window!

25. Who will be the next person to post this?~ I have no idea....but will love to read their answers!

This Gives Me Strength!!!

2009-09-17T14:37:00.000-07:00

This song, as well as a few others, has a special place in my heart. God has used this song so much in my life to bring me back to HIM! Back in 2001, one night during a youth service at church I felt overwhelmed with "life", had so much on my mind, nothing seemed to be going like it was "suppose" to and I felt helpless. I needed Him...I needed my God, whom I'd know since I was 9 and would always come to my rescue. While the youth service continued, I walked outside and sat in tears in the parking lot feeling so weak. I immediately felt the Lord's voice telling me to look up to the Heavens and I felt HIS presence. My friends..other than the day I got saved, this was an experience out of this world...I felt His arms embrace me, He held my head up and this is the song that I began to sing as He started to fill me with strength! I will never forget what happened in the cold, dark parking lot outside that church during youth service. My faith was renewed and once again..I could fly high on wings like eagles. I pray that you too experience the Lord the way I did and continue to. It's my favorite place to be....hiding underneath HIS wings!!!

I pray that this ministers to you as well......

God Is Calling Us to Trust Him!

2009-09-17T11:12:00.000-07:00

I've been a little behind on my blogging but for very good reasons I promise. Seems like alot has happened since we first found out we are expecting! It's incredible how a baby changes your life, even an unborn baby! That is for the better:D

One of the major changes is one that started taking place back in May. They told my hubby who is been an Army Recruiter for the last 4 yrs that he was going to get sent back to Infantry which is his original job in the Army. This led us to get on our knees and start praying, asking God to be in control of our lives, to help us see His will for us and to help us make wise decisions. My hubby totally loves the Army, has served his country with pride and honor for 9 yrs and didn't really mind going back to Infantry which he loved but I think deep down he felt a tug from the Lord to pray harder. We had many conversations over dinner and pretty much started planning to move some time in June. We were seriously considering going to Germany for 3 yrs, through the Army off course. We talked about it constantly and with great excitement. When our good friends, also Army family, left to be stationed in Germany we felt that it was perfect, we'd now have our friends there too! I constantly looked up pictures of what would be the possible cities we'd live in and even did a post a while back to see if people would choose Italy or Germany. We were really excited, had already kinda mentioned it to the family who was also thrilled cause this meant they would get to see Europe with us..yeah it was a big deal around here.

That is, until the Lord brought something even greater into our lives...our miracle baby! We found out in July by total surprise that we are expecting the baby we longed to have for 3 yrs. My friends....Germany is awesome, is beautiful, it adventurous but A BABY??? WOW! It's really interesting because we didn't do much talk about our conviction, we just knew that we were on the same page and felt that it was God's doing...by this I mean that Germany would have to wait or that it prob wasn't God's will for us right now because our priority besides the Lord and our marriage was now this unborn little person growing inside of me. No longer we're we making decisions as two people but for 3! So we knew that once again, we needed to get on our knees and ask the Lord for direction. My husband had been doing just that for quit a while on his own. I believe that God has a very special bond with him and speaks to his heart quit a bit. I've seen this quit a bit lately!

Ever since we found out about that baby my husband has been really thinking about things and had an announcement to make to me. We sat on the and he told me that he had made several decisions for our family. My husband is a man of few words so you can imagine how excited I felt to hear him talk his heart out!!!

He told me that he had decided to get out of the Army. Huh..I almost fell out of my seat. Those of you who know my husband, know that the Army means a whole lot to him, he wanted to make it a career, it was very proud to be a soldier. And I've been a very proud Army wife supporting him in all I can. He also announced to me that he has a big desire to go to school and get a degree....ok...this is someone who doesn't even like to read..so for my hubby to say he wants to go to school is huge! Last, he seemed really excited to tell me that he felt it was God's will that we moved. This one stunned me a little because it hit me like a ton of bricks..wow..talk about change hahaha! It was an amazing conversation! He spoke with such authority that honestly it felt as if it were the Lord talking through him. Seeing his excitement allowed me to see that this was the Lord's doing and I honored it! I am supporting him all the way!

See, the picture up above? The white line to be exact? That is what we feel the Lord is telling us to do. We are moving across the country from California to Florida but don't worry...Lord-willig we will be flying. Don't get me wrong, the scenic 3 day drive sounded very exciting, we've done it int he past and it was adventurous but with my pregnancy is something not wise to go for. I do recommend it though if you have the time! We are moving to Orlando, Florida where I was raised and where my family (my parents, sisters, their hubbies, my brother, nephew and my grandma) is living! I've always felt it in my heart that being away is nice, because as a couple you grow, you have each other to rely on and you really mature but I knew that once we had our kids I'd want to be close to our family. I want our kids to have a strong bond with them. Unfortunately we can't be close to both like most couples can...btw..,don't take that for granted because you don't know how good you have it;D My family lives in Florida and his in San Diego, California...yep..God has a sense of humor hahaha! But my hubby wanted to blessed me with the opportunity of being close to my family and the Lord is giving him his heart's desire. I tried to convince my family to move to the west coast but didn't succeed lol.

Our move will most likely take take mid to late Oct..so in a few weeks. A few very important things need to be taken care of before we go like the house. We do own a beautiful house here which yes I will miss but the Lord will use it to bless another family. We are looking at renting-to-own since we don't want to sell yet. Honestly, this move is bitter/sweet because I will miss out awesome church here where we are really plugged in, our amazing friends, our house, being able to see our family in San Diego lots more and the mountains but I am really looking forward to seeing my family, and being there for my grandma who recently faced her biggest trial..loosing my grandfather. We know that God has a great church waiting for us, people who will also become special to us and many opportunities to come see our family in San Diego, CA. We hope our family and friends here visit often....we're looking for a place with a spare bedroom;D

What seemed to many like a drastic decision, is something that's been in our hearts for a while, something that's been prayed for and something that the Lord has confirmed to us! We are completely amazed to see how God is providing, how He's opening the doors for our move and let me tell you, our faith has grown tremendously because of this. My husband's growth is very evident and I am being blessed by it. I won;t lie to you, change can be a little scary, it's a human thing but when you're solely depending on the Lord to guide you, there's peace inside your heart and you know that all you need to do is TRUST in the Lord! He will be taking us by the hand in this new chapter of our lives. It's a brand new start and we are really excited to see what God has in store for us!

I ask that you please pray for as we embark on this new journey! That the Lord helps my husband find the perfect job, that we find a great family to take over our home, that we have the finances we need to make this happen, that we find a place to live and a great church! Also for our pregnancy, that we have a smooth trip! Our baby will have quite a story to tell....conceived in California, born in Florida hahaha!

Thanx for reading and for always following my blog! Stay tune, I plan on keeping up with my blog a little more! Have a blessed day and thanx in advance for keeping us in your prayers!

Love,
Manuel, Susan and Baby Reyes <3

Pretty Roses

2009-09-16T09:58:00.000-07:00

Besides my love for the Lord and my Savior Jesus Christ, I enjoy many things and some of them are roses and butterflies...I love them! Red roses and blue butterflies in particular. I actually get teary when I'm in the presence of a rose or a butterfly because they are so beautiful and they remind me of God's beauty and of His beautiful creation. My friend Jenny, who also loves roses and butterflies, blessed me with a comment that lead me to this neat site where I found these beautiful graphics. I wanted to share them with you and hope they too make your heart smile:D These are some of my fav rose images......

Glitter Rose Graphics

Rose Glitter Graphics

Rose Glitter Pictures

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Rose Glitter Pictures

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Glitter Rose Graphics

May God Forgive Us

2009-08-24T00:30:00.000-07:00

A good friend sent me this email a year and 1/2 ago and it brought me to tears..something that doesn't happen often. I've read it over and over again. It's short but very deep. It truly touched me in a special way and made me realize that we can be so self-centered especially here in America. It's all about "me, me, me" such a destructive mentality when it comes to our faith. There is nothing like reading about the true love story of Christ dying on a cold cross for us. This is also a great example of sacrificial love and our tendency to truly love the way God and Jesus commanded us to love. I warn you...get some tissue...I pray this ministers to you as much as it did to me.

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There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She
hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always
there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see
the world, I will marry you.'

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.

He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected
that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, they were mine.'

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who
was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a Gift

Today before you say an unkind word -

Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food -

Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife -

Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

Today before you complain about life -

Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

Before whining about the distance you drive-

Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job -

Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.

Rules From God

2009-08-24T00:22:00.000-07:00

1. Wake Up !! Decide to have a good day.
"Today is the day the Lord hath made; let us rejoice and be glad in it" Psalms 118:24

2. Dress Up !! The best way to dress up is to put on a smile. A smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks. "The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at outward appearance; but the Lord looks at the heart."
I Samuel 16:7

3. Hush Up!! Say nice things and learn to listen. God gave us two ears and one mouth, so He must have meant for us to do twice as much listening as talking. "He who guards his lips guards his soul." Proverbs 13:3

4. Stand Up!!... For what you believe in. Stand for something or you will fall for anything.. "Let us not be weary in doing good; for at the proper time, we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good..." Galatians 6:9-10

5. Look Up !!... To the Lord.
"I can do everything through Christ who strengthens me."
Philippians 4:13

6. Reach Up !!... For something higher. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not unto your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge Him, And He will direct your path."
Proverbs 3:5-6

7. Lift Up !!... Your Prayers.
"Do not worry about anything;
Instead PRAY ABOUT EVERYTHING."
Philippians 4:6

One Month!!!

2009-08-20T15:07:00.000-07:00

As many of you already know...God answered our prayer, He remembered us and is now blessing us with out heart's desire: our beautiful baby<3 I know many people don't really like to see Nurse Practitioners but if you were to ever meet Dawn, you'll love her. I was kinda hoping she's be there but as long as we got to see our baby it was ok. We were thrilled to see that our little treasured had doubled it's size! It was so funny to hear my hubby say "wow babe your uterus us huge" lol. It had also doubled. The doc took some time exploring, making sure everything looked good. I wouldn't take my eyes off that monitor...I was and am so in love with our baby already, I could look at it all day long on there. Too bad we don't have one of those machines at home:( One of the most incredible feelings....was when we saw the baby's heart beating like a warrior's. It has a strong heart beat..I was God's warrior in my belly! I wanted to cry to see it's little heart! My hubby was so moved...he was able to catch it all on camera. It was a defining moment in our lives....God is real my friends...I can prove it in my womb!!!! Now this was the hard part...we weren't able to hear the baby's heartbeat like we thought we would. That was the main reason of this appt. You see, our doc is alot older and he hasn't been trained on the ultrasound machine enough to hear the heartbeat. We were so bummed...we were willing to wait for Dawn who would have gone out of her way to make it happen but we had to wait til our next appt instead:( At first we were a little upset BUT everything in our lives happens for a reason and immediately we felt a sense of peace in knowing that God is in control and that things haven't changed for us...this whole experience of trying to conceive has taught us about patience and trusting in the Lord....He knows best! We quickly realize that when "bad" things happen they can be blessings in disguise from our Lord! My hubby and I looked at each other and realized that now we have someone special to look forward to on out next doctor's visit Sept 8....hearing our baby's heartbeat. God has given us something to look forward to with great excitement!!!! Here is a picture of our treasure taken that day:

Lord-willing we will meet our beautiful baby April 4, 2010 (or sometime around this date). April 4th seems to be a special date....we are connected with special people in our lives....April 4th is also my cousin's birthday, my good friend Deana's birthday, my good friend Vic's daughter due date (his baby girl was born this past April 5th but the 4th was her due date) and 4 days before my little sister's wedding anniversary! My hubby says that we're gonna have an April fools baby, that it's going to be born on April 1. We'll see.....

To celebrate our first month, we went to Pismo Beach. I really wanted to take a mini trip with my hubby. It was so much fun, we had a picnic right on the beach, the weather was nice, we tried some of the best clam chowder ever from Splash Cafe! There's something amazing about laying on the beach, hearing the crashing waves while,e feeling the cool breeze! We plan on doing something special every time we turn a month. We also plan on finding out the sex of our baby on the day of our 5th wedding anniversary at a very special place! Most people think it's a girl, some a boy and some even twins since we have twins on both sides of the family! I have twins on my maternal and paternal side! Don't forget to vote on the side bar if you haven't:D We thank God for an amazing first month! Here are some pics of out trip to the beach:

And this ONE MONTH belly shot:

THANK YOU ALL from the bottom of my heart for praying for the 3 of us! It means so much to us and God hears your prayers!

I was having alot of nausea (close to no vomiting) but the nausea has almost faded and I'm feeling really good! I continue to serve the Lord as it is my plan, I was asked to decorate for a 50't theme event for the women at our church and it was so much fun! I will post about it later:D I will also be assisting the speaker for a women's conference called "The Husband Project" at our church and was asked to decorate for a Christmas boutique...I love working for the Lord..it brings me joy to know I'm obeying Him! But don't worry....I will still get plenty of rest!

Love, The Reyes<3

I Went To Prom With My Hubby!!!

2009-08-10T09:40:00.000-07:00

Yes...he took me to prom last month! I've always told my hubby that it would have been sweet if he were my prom date. One of my good friends, Irene, had her 30th birthday 80's prom party! My hubby and I share a big love for the 80's so we were thrilled! The 80's brings back a lot of good memories from my childhood...memories I forever carry with me! It was a fun time...full of color! I wanted to share the evening with you through pictures!

A blast from the past......

It was LOTS of fun, good food, great music, kareoke, spending time with good friends, laughing, being silly, being back in the good ol 80's even if it only lasted one night....it was magical! Did u notice the coursage my hubby got me??? He is the sweetest<3

I Finally Got To Surprise Him!

2009-08-05T14:29:00.000-07:00

As most of you know, we are expecting our first miracle baby Lord-willing in April! It still gives me chills and makes my heart smile to even type about it. God is simply amazing!!! One of my good friends shared this phrase with me and it really blessed my heart: "Every test has a Test-imony". It's so true, it's written all over God's Word...God provided for so many people in the Bible..over and over again. I myself really connected with Hannah whom the Lord remembered in HIS time!

Ok so several of you really wanted to know how I shared the news with my hubby. Those who know me, know that I'm always trying to make everything meaning..even the smallest detail. Since we tried for a while I had plenty of time to envision the moment when I would break the news to my husband. About 2 yrs ago I went on a myriad of websites that had pretty neat ideas such as...bake him a cake with a + sign on it, put baby food in his lunch bag, buy a bib and put in on the table for dinner, sing/play a song, write him a card and so forth. Even though these were neat....I wanted to be me..to be unique because I knew it had to be very special. I went into prayer for a little while and not too long after the Lord told me exactly what He wanted me to do. I know that many people are skeptical about the way the Lord speaks but let me tell you....if you're willing to listen, the Holy Spirit will guide you...that small still voice is very powerful! I have many testimonies about this.

The Lord told me that when the time would come, take my husband's Bible, turn to Psalm 127:3 and write: "Papi, I will see you On (due date)! I LOVE YOU! I completely loved the idea, something only God could give me especially because I wanted my hubby to remember this day forever and it would now be recorded in his Bible.
Once I got home the day I found out we were expecting, I put my plan to work. I wrote in his Bible exactly what the Lord told me and sat it on the coffee table.

I kept looking at the clock and 5:30pm wasn't coming fast enough lol. When he got home, he wanted to drop something off at the neighbors. I knew I had to act quickly so I asked him if he could please read to me Psalm 127:3 out of his Bible. Being a little lost, he asked why? I said, "I wanted to hear it in your Bible" we have different translations. He seemed a little puzzled but went with the flow. He read the verse once and looked up. The camera rolling kinda lost him a little lol. I then asked him to continue reading....he read verse 4 lol. I couldn't believe that he wasn't seeing the dark black print lol. I, nervously told him to read "126" instead of 127 lol but he knew what I meant so he reads it again only this time...he noticed my message! At first he seriously thought I was messing with him since we joke alot with each other. He ought to know better...I would never joke about being pregnant lol. It took him a lil bit but then he came over, hugged me and we both were..only this time..tears of pure JOY!!!! Let me tell you, one of the best feelings ever!!! He told me he loved the way I surprised and thought the idea was so neat!

Our faith had grown because of this. One of the first things my husband told me was that now we needed to write a praise on the prayer request slip at church..a praise that God had answered our fervent prayer! We knew they'd rejoice after praying for so long! We thank God for taking us on the 3 yr journey because it makes all so much sweeter, much more special but most important, we learned very valuable lessons along the way. We now have a very special relationship with the Lord. It took us on a whole new level with Him...a very intimate one! I would like to minister to women who are in the shoes I wore for 3 long yrs. God already sent me a very special woman who opened up to me and who's heart yearns to be a mom. I also have one cousin and two very good friends whom I'm praying can also conceive.

Believe in the power of God's Word...it's alive! Believe in miracles they happen to ordinary people like you and I

This is a snap shot of the happy couple...full of gratitude, filled with amazement, bursting with joy!!!

God Performed A Miracle!!!!

2009-07-30T09:36:00.000-07:00

I've been away from blogger world and from YOU my bloggy friends but I promise I have a really good reason:D Sunday night I checked out my calendar to see what my week would look like. I quickly realized I had a Pap scheduled for Monday at 11.

Monday morning I get up, do a little cleaning, and as I'm starting to get ready I hear a little voice inside tell me, "ask for a pregnancy test". I'm a little lost and stop to think about it but continue to get ready. A few minutes later, there it goes, "ask for a pregnancy test" by now it's intriging me a little more but I quickly remember that it's on ly day 31 of my cycle, my periods have been late before and I don't think I feel pregnant. I also think there's a lil bit of protection on my heart's part. You see, after trying for a little over 3 years...you've had many negative pregnancy tests, you've been hopeful only to find out you still have an empty womb BUT I never gave up, I still had faith and continued crying out to God! I honestly worked really hard at staying positive, being hopeful and rejoicing even through the neg. tests. God filled me with strength to go through each day and filled my heart with joy! I knew there was always tomorrow and I focused my energy on serving God, on giving Him my best, on obeying His calling for my life. I noticed I had a few minutes so I grabbed a snack and this is what I wanted to read? Huhhhh...Ya think God was up to something???

So I finished getting ready and took off. It was an odd day from the beginning...I get to the doc super early with traffic and all and I get called back right away, I wait like 40 minutes to be seen something that had never happened there before. Dawn, my wonderful Nurse Practioner comes in and looks over my notes. I quickly tell her that I'm loosing alot of hair. She proceeds to ask me if I'm stressed and I say, "YES, I lost my grandfather in Jan, then my aunt in March, then two very good, mother-like ladies early summer and have been going through some "stuff". I tell her that it's been a trying year. She gives me some comforting words and proceeds to the Pap. I noticed she did it quite fast....being in the medical field and assisting in Paps I noticed right away that she didn't do the entire procedure. She then goes on to give me results from a previous exploratory procedure and says everything's ok. I ask her for a referral for lab work to check my hormone level. She asks me if I've had a pregnancy test done...obliviously I say no. She then tells me to go ahead and leave her a sample while she writes out the referral. I simply say ok..again I'm still oblivious.

I go and and take care of business ya know fill up the cup and not even a minute later I come out and Dawn wants a high 5??? HUH??? I think...could this be it? Nah..lol. I give her the high 5 and then say "what?" lol. The entire office knows me because they've been seeing me for 3 yrs now. By this time they are gathered. I must have had a blank look on my face cause they giggle. Dawn goes and gets the pregnancy test...expect this time POSITIVE and all I do is stare at it and even take a few steps back lol. I was in complete shock. You see, when you wait so long to conceieve you've had time to envision this momment, you've relieved it in your head, you've been almost tasted it. I thought I would cry, scream, jump, hug everybody but it was the total apposite. I was speechless, shaking, my heart was racing, felt my blood pressure drop, was pale white lol. Thinking...Susan doesn't believe it...Dawn holds my hand, looks at me into the eyes and says, "sweety, you're pregnant" WOW...I will never forget those words. So YES God has created life inside my womb:

By now...I'm starting to get it. She then thanks me for making her part of this journey..I apologize to her for bugging her for 3 years lol. She then says.....we didn't do it, you did it sweety. I didn't do it....GOD DID!!!!! She takes the chart and I see her write what seems like slow motion PREGNANT with a smily face. Now that made it official because I know that my chart is a legal document and she cannot lie on there lol. I got my book from Dawn, schedule my first doctor's appt. for August 11 where we're going to hear the baby's heartbeat (so amazing) and get our actual due date and all the testing done. The secreatary told me she felt like crying because she knew how much we wanted this baby. I walked out of that office a completely changed person. I saw in the truch for 30 minutes in total amazement that God had remembered us! Everything around me became a blur and it was just me, God and my baby who know lived inside of me. I totally cried out to the Lord but this time...happy tears, tears of joy, of gratitude because He had chosen my womb to hold a miracle....maybe a future King David, or a John the Baptist, a Moses, a Ruth or even an Esther. I then said, "what now?" where do I go, what do I do? I want to take this and run with it as if I won the gold medal in a race. Believe me...I won much more than that:D I wanted to buy something significant for my beautiful unborn child on the day we found out so I went to Walgreens and felt the need to truly confirm the news....I needed this so I bought more pregnancy tests and took them righ there. Yep....still positive!!! I then went ahead and made a very special purchase, the very first one for our baby. I will post about my purchase in the near future....need to work on it;D When I went up to the counter, I felt like I was going to explode so I told the very nice cashier..."I just found out that I'm pregnant!" I told her about our struggle and she was almost in tears to also hear about our miracle. God told me something very real, very special through her, "Your life will never be the same again" Wow......biy did I notice this right away, I felt different already..like a parent wanting to reach the stars for their baby! A parents wanting to teach this baby about all the goodness of the world, about a living God! My husband called me to ask me about the appt. I was dying to tell him but I knew that telling him the way God has instructed me to would be 100x's sweeter so I kept it form it. I then managed to drive home...ahhhhh was this drive sweet and different from all the other drives home.

These are all the pregnancy tests I took lol...SO YEP I'M VERY PREGNANT!!! Thank YOU Jesus, thank you my Lord and Savior for the wonderful miracle!!!!

We are so amazed to see that God remembered us! After many tears, many sleepless nights staying up wondering when, after many neg. pregnancy tests, many disappointments, many struggles to concieve, my husband also had several factors that affected our conception. At the very beggining of our journey I wasn't even ovulating since I've had hormonal issues since I was a baby, went through several rounds of Clomid, hormone injections, a failed artificial insemination. GOD and ONLY GOD made it happen!!!!! About a year ago, my husband called me and told me that the Lord spoke to him and told him we needed to trust Him 100% and that we needed to stay away from all the meds and procedures. I felt the Holy Spirit speak to me with authority through my husband so I agreed. God wanted ALL the glory and He got it. It's been a year since we decided to fully trust God but I honestly think it happened when I did my "Just want you to know" post where I talked about surrendering it all to God. That day after reading my post a couple of times...I cried out to the Lord and felt the need to fully surrender this womb to Him. It's His and I asked Him to do His will with it even if it meant never concieving.I cried out so much that when I stopped I simply laid there exhausted yet feeling free! So many times we want something and we want it now...we can be very selfish. Maybe God is simply waiting for us to lay it before the cross and walk away so He can make it happen with His strength. It gives me the chills to know that when I cried out to Him, He had already created life inside my womb. It also gives me chills to know that when we went to the arcade and I won a minnie mouse I said, "for our baby girl" I was already carrying our baby...WOW! Last week, I had the joy of spending time with very special children: Our baby cousin Daniel (twin to baby Emily) and friends Oliver, Niki, Madison.

Honestly when I held the babies, I felt somewhat different, I can't explain it, just felt different. Maybe a deeper connection? To think that when I held these babies in my arms, I had our treasure in my womb already. WOW! God is simply amazing!

We also know that this baby is a miracle baby and will be someone big for God because God is already using it to minister to so many people. My mom said she cried out to God a week before she even found out the news telling God to bless us with a baby, at least one even if she never got to meet it. My good friend Carla who had a miscarriage three weeks ago just called me and told me that she asked the Lord to please make it happen for us. That if she didn't get the opportunity to at least give us that joy! Our good friend Martin who are deployed in Iraq told my husband Manuel that one week ago he had a dream where Manuel was telling him that we were pregnant! My cousin Diana who's Catholic had lid a candle to God asking Him to bless us with a baby on the day we found out..she had no clue. My sis in law Veronica had told her kids the previous day that she was very happy her girlfriends were expecting but that the one thing that would make it so much sweeter, the cherry on the top, would be for us to concieve. She also told me that she wanted many things but that her most fervant prayer had been for us to have a baby. My friend Irene told me that ne night she dropped what she was doing and felt the need to pray for us to concieve. And the list goes on.....all these people's faith has been strength, theyare in awe because God heard their prayers, God spoke to their hearts, God is minsitering to so many people through this. That's why this baby is God's and He will do His will with it! I also know that many you my bloggy friend and family prayed for us and God heard every single prayer. THANK YOU so much from the bottom of my heart for interceeding for us! I pray that God blesses you for it<3 Thanx Jess for all your encouraging words, for sharing your testimony of hope as the Lord also blessed your womb so you could have Emmy and for cheering me on! Thanx Lisa for sharing this journey with me...I will pray, pray, pray for you so we can have big bellies together:D

The Lord put in my heart to call our babies our TREASURES! In order to find a treaure there is a:

~ Journey = our 3 yrs trying to concieve which I wouldn't change for the world! These 3 yrs got me on my knees, made me stornger, alloud me to hear God's voice, allowed me to see a very special side of God, made me humble and taught me all about patience, really makes this experience much more sweeter, helped me relate to Hannah and great woman devoted to God, as well as a great lifetime lesson...surrending it ALL to God!

~ Map = The Word of God.It's what I grabbed to when the going got a lil touch, it's what brought me so much hope and joy as I read about His wonderful promises and as He opened the ocean so His peaple could cross....I knew He could open my womb!

~ Reward = a treasure is something desired, hoped for, a treasure is precious, valuable, cherished. There's a long journey involved to ge to this treasure but you go through it all in order to find it and finally enjoy it! Our babies are our treasures from Heaven, right out of God's hands!

On the 11th we have our first doctor's visit to hear the heart beat, get testing done and get our actual due date. Lord-willing we will meet our miracle baby in:

GOD HAS THE VICTORY!!! He and only He created this life regardless of, His powerful is immesurable....unstoppable!

Today marks 5 weeks...35 to go Lord-willing. I pray constantly for our treasure!

WE ARE SO EXCITED!!!!!!! Can't contain the joy and gratitude to our Lord<3

Just for fun:

My 4 wk belly lol.....ahhhhh I dreamed of doing this so many times...WOOHOO!

Just Want You To Know...

2009-07-24T13:47:00.000-07:00

We serve a BIG God my friends! There's no doubt in my heart of this. But sometimes we need to be reminded, our faith needs to be refreshed. As I walked through my devotionals and recorded in my journal, I took notes of a few things that the Lord used to make my heart smile and today as find myself with alot of my mind, I look back at my journal and find much needed encouragement. I wanted to bless you today and share what seems to makes my heart smile every time I turn back to!

We serve a BIG God..the Bible calls Him:

*God
*Lord
*Father
*Heavenly
*Protector
*Provider
*Healer
*Counselor
*Almighty
*Invinceble in battle
*Strong
*My Shepherd
*Creator
*Savior
*God of Israel
*King of glory
*Everlasting King
*Master
*Encourager
*Alpha and Omega
*King of Kings
*Comforter
*El Shaddai - God Almighty
*El Elyon - The Most High
*El Olam - The Everlasting God
*Adonai
*Yahweh
*Yahweh Jireh - The Lord will provide
*Yahweh Nissi - The Lord is my banner
*Yahweh Shalom - The Lord is my peace
*Yahweh Ro'i - The Lord my Shepherd
*Yahweh Shammah - The Lord is there
*Yaheweh Elohim - The Lord, The God of Israel

He's no simple God!!!

His Son Jesus Christ is :

*Our friend
*Savior
*Witnesses of everything
*First to rise from the dead
*Commander of all rulers
*Lover
*Redeemer
*First and Last
*Holder of the key to death and the grave
*Walks among churches
*Died and rose
*has a sharp double edge sword
*Son of God
*Has eyes like flames
*Holy and true
*Ruler of God's creation
*Immortal
*The Lamb

Poem I found in my devotion:

God's love endureth forever
What a wonderufl thing to know
When the tides of life run agaist you
And your spirit is downcast and low
God's kindness is ever around you
Always ready to freely impart
Strength to your faltering spirit
Cheer to your lonely heart
God's presence is ever beside you
As near as the reach of your hand
You have but to tell Him your troubles
There is nothing He won't understand
And knowing God's love is unfailing
And His mercy unending and great
You have but to trust in His promise
God comes not too soon or too late
So wait with a heart that is patient
For the goodness of God to prevail
For never do prayers go unanswered
And His mercy and love never fail.

As you can see we do serve a BIG God

So next time you feel like the world is crashing down on you, like you can't go on, like giving up, paralyzed by fear, worry or you feel like all hope is lost, if the days seem dark, nothing makes sense in your life, if you feel like your drowning in your troubles, if your dreams have been shattered, if you feel all alone, if you can't seem to fight an addiction, if you can't get over a tragic past, if the shadows of failure hunt you, if your simply tired of trying to fix things on your own

Remember......we cannot do it alone...we need God

SURRENDER your life to Him, your everything, let Him change your life, your thoughts, let Him see you through....ask Him to restore your faith, to heal your heart from all the pain, remember who you are in Him! Don't continue to walk a lonely road, it will only leave you empty. Allow God to change your life.
I know that some of us if not most of us have a longing in our heart and want to have something really special such as a baby, a home. So many have felt the pain of lossing a baby to miscarriage like my good friend Carla who's had 8 miscarriages, some have lost jobs, have broken relatiosships, have been belittled, mistreated, feel the burden of a fallen economy, are homesick and miss the warmth of being close to family, are tired, overworked, feel helpless, lost.

***If you've never given your life to Jesus...I am here to help you do that if you feel the need to do so. For those of us who have been part of God's Kingdom for a little while and feel the need to be refreshed please know that you're not alone and that I would like to lift you up in prayer. We need to uplight each other as we continue to march!

I dedicate this to YOU.....Surrender to God and HE WILL SEE YOU THROUGH!!!!!